Whereever i go, at least i know, i always have myself.

Monday, August 31, 2009

Yo! Today is teacher's day! Did a lot of retarded things in class that i don't want to mention anymore, too retarded.. hahaha.
It was a success! I think.. At least the card that was given to irving ng looks nice.
Yesterday went to white sands, den with beixi's help we re-did the card! So that it looks nicer.

/\Taken secretly.. as usual..

/\ I posted this photo because i look super handsome! Yeah yeah! Hahaha.
Oh yeah and actually i wanted to go back to loyang primary today de.. Actually jinho also wanted to go as well, but oh well, we didn't go.. hahaha.
A few years never see them liao.. Jinho became more handsome.. And that some other guy behind, i forgot his name.. He turned like super muscular! Woah a shock man..
Heh.. eh.. perhaps if i find the photos taken today i will post it later.. see my mood bah.. Hahaha.
Yeah thats it, byebye.
There's a difference between cowardy and cautious.

TANYG lost his dreams 12:34 AM

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Friday, August 21, 2009

Another bad thing happened today, yeah English Oral.
It seems when my luck is bad, it only turns worse.
I wonder if i can have a change in my luck, guess i will have bad luck at that as well..
Well, today when in front of the examiners, i totally got stunned.
I stammered in all my speech with them..
Shit that man.
About handicapped people, i can only state a few problems as i didn't really analyse that beforehand..
Sadder than before, at least the O'levels chinese i have a second try, this EL oral i won't get another chance to go through it again..
Getting emotionally weak nowadays, i wonder why..
A lot of things happening nowadays, Happy,sad, brave,cowardy, well i can still be anything i want..
Oh yeah, and yesterday, MARO-MARO broke another leg, i was too careless.. Haiz.. now i lost the leg and cannot even super glue back like the other leg.
Well, it looks quite weird now.. But i guess its still okay..
See, so many sad things happening.. I am very vexed at a lot of things, changing back to my old self is very hard as well.
Haiz, guess the next post would be also a sad post as well. If its a happy post, it tells that my luck changed..
I kept saying i want to talk with you on the phone, but when times come i'm still scared.

TANYG lost his dreams 7:28 AM

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Well, i got my O levels chinese results.. Its a B3.
I don't know if its good or not, mostly everyone i know get B3.
Its worse for me to get stuck in the middle, if i got A, i would be happy, if i got B4 and lesser, i would cry. But now i'm stuck halfway each, my emotions very complex now.
I was quite happy, in fact i got higher than my midyear's and last year's paper..
But.. yeah.. i think i should retake another one, tiring yes.. TIRING..YES!!
At least i know my Chinese oral got distinction, that means i can still pull my grades up with my oral.
I should really buck up you know, start studying or something..
But when times come i just feel like lazing around doing nothing.
The chinese exam i personally feel that i'm taking it too lightly, i'm treating it as a common test that i can just fail and don't give a damn about it.
Thats what i'm feeling, i am not serious enough.
Thanks for those that consoled me today.. Although only 1.. =_=..
Yeah and begga ah, don't give up okay, still got one more chance.
I wanted to say it out today, but i failed.. oh shucks.. i'm such a failure.

TANYG lost his dreams 5:31 AM

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Monday, August 17, 2009

Hahaha, very long never blog again..
Well, i yesterday went out to tampines, to buy charger!
For recently my ds charger failed on me, i went to comic connections, they selling it $36.
Woah like so expensive!
Then i went to tampines 1 instead, then i found one for $15, Like super cheap woh!
Hahaha.
And actually my sis wanted to bring me to bugis and far east plaza to buy clothes yesterday..
Then halfway super lazy, cause at tampines le mah.
So i bought some super cool new clothes! XD
Woah but u know i didn't know the price of clothes were so expensive de ler..
But anyways, i at least got new clothes to wear woh.. Hahaha
Look quite cool if i must say so myself.
I have no fashion sense, so mostly all is my sis choose for me de. But most importantly i like also lar..
Hahaha, okay lar, all the new clothes is black and white, cos my sis say striking colours dun suit me well.
So, anyways, hahaha, i'm going to ryusei-no-taki falls in hokkaido during my birthday!
Muahahaha! Sooo fun. Whats exciting about ryusei-no-taki?
I dunno, i like it because it sounds like ryuusei no rockman!
Hahaha! Thats all good bye.
I wonder if i go with my own feelings and say it out, will anything bad happen?

TANYG lost his dreams 1:42 AM

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Wednesday, August 05, 2009

I don't know why i should blog anymore. hahaha.
Nevermind, pretend i never said that.
Anyways, i was said to go to test my blood today but the clinic that i went said that they don't do blood testing.
So in the end i didn't test my blood.
The reason i need to do it is as i suddenly lost weight.
During Chinese new year -->75kg
Now-->69kg
The loss is quite a lot sia..
And plus my urine got some smell since new year, i really got to know if i have anything wrong with me.
Well.. I will monitor my weight i guess..
This is the reason why i cannot accept people telling me that i grew thin.
I never even exercise most of the time.. O-o..
Nevermind, just hope it isn't some illness in me or something.
Hope i regain my health again, but i would still rather stay as thinner when i regain health lar.
Kudos, bye bye.
My love life is complicated, hahaha. It's complicated because i dun have one.

TANYG lost his dreams 6:12 AM

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