Whereever i go, at least i know, i always have myself.

Friday, November 13, 2009

O levels ended, finally.. thought i could relax for a while but..
Too much things are happening.
I gave the book.
I know i'm too compulsive sometimes, can't really control myself at times.
I dunno.. too tired, the reason that i'm tired?.. i dunno..
He who might be sarcastic, or perhaps even gloating now.
These acts are childish small boy, GROW UP.
I still don't know the answer, and maybe i don't really want to know.
Or maybe i already knew the answer.
This made me mature i guess..

TANYG lost his dreams 10:39 AM

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

The sky never seemed so dark before, the rain didn't bring me this much warmth before.
3 days to O levels end, should i be happy?
Everything, IT JUST DOESN'T ADD UP!! One side says this and brings me confidence, the other side just brings me the doubt of everything i don't know!!
It just hurts.. the weird feeling i'm having, i just can't explain it like i usually do..
I know everything.. partly everything.. or maybe i dun even know anything.. The half truth just brings more pain..
It's ending, the real truth is coming, i might be able to accept it, but probably i won't. So.. hahahahaha..
Walking in the rain.. it does not feel cold anymore.. but the loneliness brings me warmth..Somehow..
It clears me of all my doubts.. Keep raining, i don't mind..

TANYG lost his dreams 8:31 PM

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