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2010!

2010-12-31T08:22:00.001-08:00

A new Year!

Another year of happiness? Or another year of suffering?

Bo bian, both are part of my life.

As long as being myself is okay right? I kept believing that.

With my Friends, Family, Games, Anime. Everything is A-o-kay!

=D Oh and being able to survive MJ is needed as well. Haha!

2010-08-15T04:22:00.000-07:00

I should be studying for my Bio SPA tomorrow.

But then.. its not like i'm the study type. :/

So i will probably study a bit later..

Anyways, last friday, 13/8/2010.

We went for cip at a childcare centre.

Who knew, we were caught by the POLICE!

We were just standing outside the void deck to wait for some of our people to come.

Then some basket people just call on us and tell the police some kids were making noise, come on, we were not even loud, even the children of the childcare centre didn't hear us.

But it was still super fun bah! :D First time get caught by the police.
I don't know why the hell they want our particulars recorded down, even they themselves said we are not in trouble. But then why do they need to record our stats down if we are not in trouble?

Some of us found it quite fun, but our lao da and lao er was angry that our particulars were taken. :/

I now understand irony.

I always tell naughty children to quiet and not talk so loud or the police will catch them, even when i know myself that wouldn't happen.

But then, who knew? O-o. It just so happened when to us. Haha, ironic aint it.

2010-08-06T04:20:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling empty.
How long ago was it since i had this kind of feeling?..

Around last year?..

These friends i call now, are some of them really true to me?

Not sure, i don't want to know.

2010-03-10T04:40:00.001-08:00

Long time no blog sia.. Haha!! :)
Anyways, suddenly felt like blogging because i would be receiving a prize tomorrow!!
HAHAHA!! XD
Don't know what it is.. :/ But can probably guess why i got it. Haha.
I just knew it when joey,the maths rep, called me, she say ms michelle lee, the maths teacher, contacted her.
Saying both me and our class [10S305!] won a prize!
Mine was individual prize while the class is.. Class de lah duh.. ^^
I would be receiving the prize during tomorrow's morning assembly.
My H2 maths currently suck btw, so i dun think the prize got anything to do with my H2 Maths.
Its gonna do with something else related to maths, but dun want tell you people leh.. XP
You guys also not interested to know right.. ==

I also have the Exco interview tomorrow, in case you dun know, Exco=CCA leader.
I feel that i'm crazy trying to join the Service Learning Club's Exco.
I mean, i dun even lead well.. Well.. Hope the seniors dun see this.. :X

Everyday in school is tiring man.. Like got so many homework to do..
Then also kana spammed lectures which i very slow and unable to catch up..
I will try to use this holiday to catch up with bio and chem which i dun really know bah..

I guess i should really start studying.. I'm worried about my future u know, although its like a bit late, but i still got like 7 terms to study for A levels..
I should just chiong through this 2 years bah..

Anyways, Back to the topic, Tomorrow i'm gonna go up to take my individual award and Joey's gonna go up to take the class award as she's the Maths rep.

Hope the prize is something nice lah.. I will blog tomorrow to say what i got.. if i got time lah..
Haha!

2010-02-03T07:12:00.000-08:00

Woohoo! Super high now XD! Orientation last day is over!!
Still in the want to sing cheers mood!
"Hey, what is that huge thing in the sky?!"
"Is it a Bird?!"
"No!"
"Is it a plane?!"
"No!"
"It is the awesome!"
"The mighty!"
"The terrifying!"
"Dragon!!"
Lol, okay.. should get calm soon, as in regular school starts tomorrow. :/
Enjoyed myself today! Thanks to the JC2's who lead our class! Yay!
You guys rock!

In the morning... I have vague memory about what happening liao. Haha.
Oh yeah! We had wet games!
The defending of the battle of the ships was fun!
Although we didn't fight for long, but it was terrific!

Then dunno what happened after that, Memory blank out a bit..

Then in the night! Orientation finale!! Woo!!
We sang songs, cheers, and blast music all night!
The school council talked so long that i thought we wouldn't have time for the mass dance!
Somehow we did! Haha, glad we did! It was fun!

Wasn't like really enthu in the evening.. Cause like ur own self get high like weird weird de. :/
Then when like the 4 other guys from our class okay okay might join me high that time,
Den we were super high!!
Can't explain it through words! It just rocks!
Mass dance was also great! Although almost everyone forgot the steps, we enjoyed the music!
And the couple dance was super messy! So like i super dont know what happened. Haha.

And and ANNNNNDDD!! Our house won this time for orientation group!!
Woots! Muahahaha!!
Go Atlas!
If i'm not wrong Atlas didn't win in the last 7 years.
So everyone in our house, okay lah, i know our class was suppper high!
And like, everybody chionged to the stage!
Haha, if i'm not wrong, i was the first JC1 who chionged up. Haha.
Den the student council chased us down the stage. Bleh!
Haha.
"We're not what you think we are!"
"We're Golden!"
"We're Golden!"

Haha, managed to get high as a class.
Wasn't like really close to them in the afternoon.. :P
I guess i can bond in better when i'm high! Haha!
The only way to enjoy this once more, is to join the orientation group next year!!
Well, if i can really start mugging..

Now that i think of it...

Comb.science (phy,chem) taking H2 Chem is like super hard?
No A maths taking H2 Maths is like also super hard?

Haha, well, take one step at a time.
Can always ask my class if i dun understand.. right? Haha.

Pamela and Gideon leaving tomorrow.. :/
Going some other class. Haha.
And i just managed to like get along with gideon somemore.. Haha
We'll still meet in school.. Haha.

Must chiong enjoy the next few days of school le, will keep blogging till like studying becomes a routine to me. Haha. XP

2010-02-02T05:34:00.000-08:00

Second day of orientation in Meridian Junior College!
Wooooo!! *Clap,clap*
Today we ran around town in singapore!
Haha, had so much fun running around.
But it was tiring also lah.
Haha, in case you don't know, me, weixuan and chloe gan are all in the same class!

We're in the Atlas house team!
We're golden, We're GOLDEN!
Haha, addicted to the cheering liao.

Haha, although i personally feel that the Triton house is nicer.
But Atlas also very good, and they have good sportsmanship!
Thats important! :)

Anyways, made some new friends in school.
I will name a few guys in our class, Melvin, Jesse, climmon (<--- this is how i remember his name) Gideon was a new guy i knew as well, but it seems he is going to be transferred to another class le. Pamela (girl) as well.
Guys are pathetic man! Including justin, the one just shown his face today. haha.
We only got like ehm, including me, a total of 5 guys in class! Woohoo!
The rest all girls.. :/
So like now although i know all the guys, not all the girls i know yet.

Haha, i only know that i know a girl from another class! Lol, i'm amazing!
She's called Jana, like i kept forgetting her name. Haha.
We met during day 1 of orientation when during we want to learn the couple dance.
Den like cause i wandered with the boys of my class, den four of us all got lost,
can't find our class de girls. Den the training started. There are four girls on our right that doesn't have partners also, so we like just went in and join them, thats how i knew Jana. Haha.
She's also my dance partner for the dance tomorrow. Haha, i was like afraid i can't find anyone to dance with for tomorrow, quite relieved i found one. :D
She dances like a bit in rhythm with me, so like quite fun lah! Haha!

Tomorrow will be last day of orientation.. Aww :(
Haha, like i just got hyper and used to being hyper in my class, cause just realised they dont mind me being hyper.
So like i sang cheer with jesse just now. haha. loudly!
Really looking forward to tomorrow. Last day to really enjoy, must really enjoy. LOL!
Okay lah, i go learn how to learn how to dance all three different dances for tomorrow so i can be hyper! Haha!

2010-01-29T08:33:00.000-08:00

Second day in Meridian Junior College.
It was quite boring today.. Learning the mass dance..
Step by Step somemore.. O_o.. Haha, but the sudden shouts when doing the actions is fun!
Like when doing the gun action den auto everyone will shout, "bang bang" LOL, fun.. :)
But other than that time i spent time smsing people.. Cause my group the people i can't really interact with them well.. Oh well, We are all Tans.. Haha Tan family +1 was our group name.
Oh! And i saw jing jing today, so she went Meridian as well. Haha!
3 from my primary school class made it in, not bad. Good achievement. :P
And i think i accidentally make some people irritated today.. Haha.
Cause i was like cutting queue without really realising that i did..
My brain like always thinking of something else so like never really notice my surroundings de.
Hmm.. Monday Orientation of the class i would be in starts..
Really hope Either Wei xuan, Jean, or anyone i know from hai sing enter same class as me.
Then i can be more of myself and not that awkward. :/ Haha.
I appealed for 4 H2 subjects, probably won't get in bah..
I only know benedict's going for the combi that i appealed. Haha.
Most probably won't get into appealed bah, dun really want to now that my first choice combi got more people going in..
Geez.. Hope i am able to fit in soon.
Need to get used to sleeping early now.. Gah! No late night chionging to watch anime le.
Blah.. i wanna go out..

2010-01-28T08:27:00.000-08:00

Haha, First day in Meridian junior college. Thought would have orientation but didn't..
They had some long talk about things.. hahaha!
But they said correctly, they should only start orientation when classes are confirmed.
Oh well, didn't talk to anyone new today.. Lol.
Haha, i'm glad at least a few people i know are in the same JC as me. Haha
Oh oh! And i noticed vivian and danny in meridian jc also. Haha.
Was like thinking a lot just now about what combi should i take up.
In the end managed to come into a decision. Haha.
I even filled in the appeal slot. Haha, if they got some ma fan procedure i will continue using my first choice.
Since a lot of people i know go my first choice of combi mah. Haha.
Need sleep le, tomorrow is still another long day.
Ahh.. The poly students are still sleeping in late now.. :/

Meridian JC, First Day tomorrow!

2010-01-27T07:51:00.000-08:00

Received a message during 6am in the morning today.
Got into Meridian JC! Ah hahaha.
Tomorrow's the first day of school..
Gotta wear Haising uniform there.. Lame..
Nevermind, ren a few days, it will pass soon. Haha
Sleeping now, 12 midnight, Hopefully can wake up on time tomorrow. Haha.
It's time to start my new life, Blah, will miss my old secondary school life,
But gotta move on. Haha! Ciaossu!

2010-01-22T03:35:00.000-08:00

Ahh, tired woh..
Just came back home from a 3-day 2 nights chalet.
Primary school gathering lah
For 4 years didn't see them, a lot of people changed.
For example, Jinho, Maeve, Reuben, Kong wei, Mitch, and everyone lah! Lazy say.
Only Ivan didn't really change much, like really didn't change for four years.
Mrs lim said she would come.. but she didn't.. :(
Ah, the chalet was nice. Four beds just nice. Haha.
I don't have group photo :/
Dunno who have lah, i post when i find lor. I lazy find lah..
These are just pics of what i took on the 3rd day morning,
Like no pics very weird leh.

Ivan! Never really changed! :P
Me! Aiteng photo-taking skills lousy lah, i look weird..
Jin Sheng! Don't really remember who he was at the start, cos he last time didn't have fringe one. Haha
It was raining outside, then like suddenly very solemn, so i took this pic. These two like emoing sia.
And finally Aiteng! She changed quite a lot! Still got the look same as last time though.

Haha, This chalet wouldn't have happened if without for joelle for posting the pic and aiteng for like so swift organising it. Haha. Thanks uh. =D

2010-01-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

Wow.. Holidays are almost over, and it seemed yesterday when i was still sitting in school chionging O level paper..
Now in 3-4 more days, on the 11th of january, the O level results will come out.

Finished watching Clannad anime! It was great! A super sad anime.
Lots of tissue was wasted, so un-eco friendly.
But the anime was great, i recommend it, cause its super sad.

I guess, the O's results, i should really start worry about it.
What if i can't get the results i want..
I guess there's no use worrying..

Nyaa.. Need to go school.. for the last time..
Surely gonna miss it.

2009-12-14T10:00:00.000-08:00

Tada~! Back from Hokkaido le! Hahahaha!
Was back like one or two weeks ago.. =_=...
It's just that i was lazy to tag.. hahaha..

Anyways.. something happened today..
I know i rarely have my own feelings..
More clearly u can say i might be devoid of feelings.
Maybe.. Haha..

Two people had a tiff.. and it was only *partially* because of me..
Amazing.. O_o..
I didn't know can partially de.
Anyways, i know the whole situation so it can be solved, i think..
I SMS one of them.. telling to say something..
I expect a reply from the person..
I really do want a reply. hahaha.
Anyways.. Go sleep le.
And, thanks to yucheng who helped to like "celebrate" my birthday with me!
Haha, Bryce too. XD

2009-11-26T06:14:00.000-08:00

Ahh.. Since like now everything's over..
I guess i feel more carefree now. :)
Gala and the chalet are both over le.
Haha, had an okay time for both events.

I almost lost trust in anyone completely for the last few weeks.
Luckily, i know everything now, so there's no reason to avoid anymore.
Hahaha, my blog isn't safe for me to write my secrets anymore.
So i guess i would just keep everything that happens to myself. :P

Bah.. but my memory always fails me, without writing a blog,
How do i remember what happens nowadays?
I guess it's just society isn't simple anymore. HAHA!

Okay now that i just came back from chalet, I took a long 4 hour nap.
And then i realised, woah, its gonna be boring after 4th DEC.
Bleh.. gotta find something to do.. Work? Haha, i might do that..

I'm going holiday during the 28th of NOV (sat) till 4th of DEC (fri).
Blah.. going hokkaido.. its nice BUT BUT!!
Nobody would celebrate my birthday with me.. Bleh..
I guess thats what u get for having ur birthday on a school holiday.
Haiz.. really want somebody to celebrate my birthday for me..
Be it before 28th NOV, WHICH IS TOMORROW!
Or after 4th DEC, as long as i receive a present or people to celebrate with me, i'm happy.

Sheesh.. Why can't somebody just like call me now and tell me to go celebrate my birthday with them tomorrow as an early celebration.. =_=lll
Bah!!
Wei Xuan's so lucky.. Today's her birthday and jasmine, rachael and sama are celebrating for her..
Blah.. i guess i will get no one except my family to celebrate my b'dae with me. Haha.

Okay.. now i would like to tell you all my birthday wish!
Since i will be at ryusei-no-taki falls on my birthday..
My wish is to become ryuusei no rockman and save the world!
Blah..A childish wish eh?Not planning to change my childish character so soon.
So too bad.. Haha!
Not sure when my next post would be..
Maybe after my holidaes or when someone decided to celebrate my b'day with me.. Yeah right.. fat chance.. Haha XP

2009-11-13T10:39:00.000-08:00

O levels ended, finally.. thought i could relax for a while but..
Too much things are happening.
I gave the book.
I know i'm too compulsive sometimes, can't really control myself at times.
I dunno.. too tired, the reason that i'm tired?.. i dunno..
He who might be sarcastic, or perhaps even gloating now.
These acts are childish small boy, GROW UP.
I still don't know the answer, and maybe i don't really want to know.
Or maybe i already knew the answer.
This made me mature i guess..

2009-11-08T20:31:00.000-08:00

The sky never seemed so dark before, the rain didn't bring me this much warmth before.
3 days to O levels end, should i be happy?
Everything, IT JUST DOESN'T ADD UP!! One side says this and brings me confidence, the other side just brings me the doubt of everything i don't know!!
It just hurts.. the weird feeling i'm having, i just can't explain it like i usually do..
I know everything.. partly everything.. or maybe i dun even know anything.. The half truth just brings more pain..
It's ending, the real truth is coming, i might be able to accept it, but probably i won't. So.. hahahahaha..
Walking in the rain.. it does not feel cold anymore.. but the loneliness brings me warmth..Somehow..
It clears me of all my doubts.. Keep raining, i don't mind..

Graduation ceremony

2009-10-16T09:33:00.000-07:00

Blogging for important reasons, for memories sake, for me to know that, in the past, how great my life have been.
I didn't feel anything at the start of the day, it's when really during the ceremony then i felt that we are really leaving each other..
I didn't feel any happiness even when i got 1st in class..
Sorry to those that are happy that i got first in class, i'm sorry for not being able to be happy, the happiness just can't erase my sadness of leaving everyone..
When the end comes, its a new beginning..
But why must it end in the first place?
It took me 4 years and i finally opened myself to everyone,
start to know a lot of friends.
I started to change, changing from that old, selfish, self-centred me to a newly transformed me.
I just can't face the future positively, i have to enter a poly or jc.. probably alone..
It took me a really hard time to make such dear precious friends to me in these years.
Now it's like deleting a save data of a game when you are already that far.
Time can't turn back, there will be memories, but we can't get back to the way we used to be..
The start, what if it's a bad one for me? What if i get bullied in a new school?
Or if nobody helps me and i lock my feelings up in my new jc or poly?
I'm scared, again, like the first day i went to primary school, even secondary school..
I did have to change a bit to adjust to my secondary school life, what if i'm unable to cope with other changes?
What i really want ain't my grades, its for everyone to be together, is it like.. that hard?
I'm glad to have a lot of precious friends with me now, those that can accept me, my weird character, my amazing switch from quietness and noisyness at different times..
It took me tremendous courage to enter Nabil, Dylan and Rohan's group during sec 1, I'm afraid i won't fit in.. the future, my guiding light is fading away..
It is not the same anymore..
I don't think the jc/poly teachers would take care of me as well as the teachers do now..
I need support, both emotionally and psychologically.. Breaking down soon..
I'm crying.. Sad.. Memories.. Things are gone just when you're getting used to them..
Everything will fade away, like dust.. i can't stop them.. i just.. don't have the power to..
Without my friends.. nothing would be the same anymore..
I just wanna let those who are seeing these know that.. you all are very precious to me, supporting me in more ways than one.. that i wanna thank you all.. thank you!
I can't let go.. There's a problem with me.. It wasn't like that in primary school..
I have only a small amount of friends there, i even ran home to play maple during the day of collecting PSLE slip.
I think that is why this is dealing so much of a blow to me..
Why am i even crying when typing, i dunno.. but tears just flows down..
We can come back for some occasional gatherings.. but you sure we still can have a close relationship like now?...
There's still O levels, gala and our chalet!... Is what i'm trying to console myself with.. But it's..not..working.. The sadness just builds up...Crying silently, trying to not wake my parents up from their sleep...
I guess.. this is the real meaning of true friendship.. something that i really didn't have in the past... Making me lost, confused and in a dilemma.. Its not something my heart is adapted to.. I feel heart-torn.. All that becomes memories, i have bad memory skills, i cannot even remember who is my sec 1 co-form teacher.. It's sad.. "i'm missing something", is what i will say in the future, indicating the memories that i will forget about now.. It hurts more when u know u're missing something but u don't know what it is... I can't.. stop.. the tears..
I can continue crying all night long.. but i will stop now.. i will just show some pics which was taken today at the graduation ceremony.
/\ Some of my great guy friends who helped me alot and ms ng bak hong for teaching me great english!

/\ class 4E5 with our form teacher Mr irving ng, although not really close to everyone.. but the pain in my heart is still there..
/\ Huei Juin!.. Can't bully her in the future anymore.. It was like so fun calling her name instead if Ms Ku..

/\Us and physics teacher Mr lim meng tong.. His jokes.. can't forget about them..
/\ Our class and biology teacher Mr Alwin Njoo, he really helped our class a lot.. Only Ms chua, Huei juin, and mr njoo that i am able to really regard them as friends friends, not teachers.. They are like really close.. It.. i'm crying again...

The real world, one full of darkness, betrayal and backstabbing. One that everyone will step into.. Handling it would be my greatest problem..
Sorry, i mean i should be happy about graduating..
Everyone! work hard for O's okay? If fate allows, lets still meet each other in jc/poly.
Nothing will stop us now, we will strive hard.. maintain our goal..
Maybe i will go cycling randomly tomorrow, by the sea perhaps? To relieve some of my feelings.
I met you for four years, you had taken me out of my shell and is concern of me at times. I can't stand the thought of us not being able to see each other anymore.. You will have your life, i will have mine, if we are able to ever cross paths, lets hope that we would be happy together. .I'm trying very hard.. to get friendly with you again. .. Don't forget me, ever, will you? Please?? ..

2009-09-27T08:03:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.. Prelims over le, quite long le actually.. hahaha, lazy to blog only.
The grades ah.. not really good leh.. But ehm, i should really say i improved. XD
Those C.science, Bio, etc etc, i got B3 instead of those marks before that la.
Better than mid year's marks. Hahaha lucky!
But yeap, counted the L1R5, roughly like 17? Super high.. =_=..
Well, anyways, went to Changi Airport with begga today! Hahaha.
Well, what i can say that it is better than staying at home rotting and playing games.
Go there to study.. Not bad actually, quite nice to study.. maybe should go there study more.
BuT! What i can say is that i studied lesser den begga, whoa, she's amazing, can study non-stop de.
Ah, first time went out to study, quite fun la.
Memorable one la. Hahaha
Okay lah, ready to sleep liao good night!
Those three words i wanna say, such easy words, yet so hard to say.

An unsafe friend

2009-09-07T06:57:00.000-07:00

Bahhh.. the 6 prelim tests were tough, 8 more i guess?..
Well i got a few problems nowadays.. Hahaha..
A problem caused by my character.
I thought i already changed my character but.. i guess my character still causes problems.
Great job YG, ur character makes enemies as well.
Yeah, the problem happened as i cannot draw the line to where my character ends.
I was just joking with shaun when.. *poof*..
I wasn't supposed to call joanne right..
It was meant as a joke. But i guess that was a bit overboard.
Anyways, i got him angry so i probably should say sorry.
But according to terms now i probably can't.
Haha. Great to be alive.
So i guess my mischievious character pulls me to deep problems..
Probably i should change, but perhaps its too late.
Bah, just go with the flow, spend every day as i usually do..
Haha, it won't solve anything to keep thinking about it.
And cheng yong! noticed something missing? >>
Muaha. i'm evil.
okay byez.
Come on, it was meant as a joke.
I would say i'm sorry but it seems that u are trying to attack me in a group or something.
I feel super unsafe u know?! Well, i guess thats what u wanted as a reaction..
But its not like icalled joanne to separate you two or something.
Seriously, i didn't harm u or anything.

2009-08-31T00:34:00.000-07:00

Yo! Today is teacher's day! Did a lot of retarded things in class that i don't want to mention anymore, too retarded.. hahaha.
It was a success! I think.. At least the card that was given to irving ng looks nice.
Yesterday went to white sands, den with beixi's help we re-did the card! So that it looks nicer.

/\Taken secretly.. as usual..
/\ I posted this photo because i look super handsome! Yeah yeah! Hahaha.
Oh yeah and actually i wanted to go back to loyang primary today de.. Actually jinho also wanted to go as well, but oh well, we didn't go.. hahaha.
A few years never see them liao.. Jinho became more handsome.. And that some other guy behind, i forgot his name.. He turned like super muscular! Woah a shock man..
Heh.. eh.. perhaps if i find the photos taken today i will post it later.. see my mood bah.. Hahaha.
Yeah thats it, byebye.
There's a difference between cowardy and cautious.

2009-08-21T07:28:00.000-07:00

Another bad thing happened today, yeah English Oral.
It seems when my luck is bad, it only turns worse.
I wonder if i can have a change in my luck, guess i will have bad luck at that as well..
Well, today when in front of the examiners, i totally got stunned.
I stammered in all my speech with them..
Shit that man.
About handicapped people, i can only state a few problems as i didn't really analyse that beforehand..
Sadder than before, at least the O'levels chinese i have a second try, this EL oral i won't get another chance to go through it again..
Getting emotionally weak nowadays, i wonder why..
A lot of things happening nowadays, Happy,sad, brave,cowardy, well i can still be anything i want..
Oh yeah, and yesterday, MARO-MARO broke another leg, i was too careless.. Haiz.. now i lost the leg and cannot even super glue back like the other leg.
Well, it looks quite weird now.. But i guess its still okay..
See, so many sad things happening.. I am very vexed at a lot of things, changing back to my old self is very hard as well.
Haiz, guess the next post would be also a sad post as well. If its a happy post, it tells that my luck changed..
I kept saying i want to talk with you on the phone, but when times come i'm still scared.

2009-08-19T05:31:00.000-07:00

Well, i got my O levels chinese results.. Its a B3.
I don't know if its good or not, mostly everyone i know get B3.
Its worse for me to get stuck in the middle, if i got A, i would be happy, if i got B4 and lesser, i would cry. But now i'm stuck halfway each, my emotions very complex now.
I was quite happy, in fact i got higher than my midyear's and last year's paper..
But.. yeah.. i think i should retake another one, tiring yes.. TIRING..YES!!
At least i know my Chinese oral got distinction, that means i can still pull my grades up with my oral.
I should really buck up you know, start studying or something..
But when times come i just feel like lazing around doing nothing.
The chinese exam i personally feel that i'm taking it too lightly, i'm treating it as a common test that i can just fail and don't give a damn about it.
Thats what i'm feeling, i am not serious enough.
Thanks for those that consoled me today.. Although only 1.. =_=..
Yeah and begga ah, don't give up okay, still got one more chance.
I wanted to say it out today, but i failed.. oh shucks.. i'm such a failure.

2009-08-17T01:42:00.000-07:00

Hahaha, very long never blog again..
Well, i yesterday went out to tampines, to buy charger!
For recently my ds charger failed on me, i went to comic connections, they selling it $36.
Woah like so expensive!
Then i went to tampines 1 instead, then i found one for $15, Like super cheap woh!
Hahaha.
And actually my sis wanted to bring me to bugis and far east plaza to buy clothes yesterday..
Then halfway super lazy, cause at tampines le mah.
So i bought some super cool new clothes! XD
Woah but u know i didn't know the price of clothes were so expensive de ler..
But anyways, i at least got new clothes to wear woh.. Hahaha
Look quite cool if i must say so myself.
I have no fashion sense, so mostly all is my sis choose for me de. But most importantly i like also lar..
Hahaha, okay lar, all the new clothes is black and white, cos my sis say striking colours dun suit me well.
So, anyways, hahaha, i'm going to ryusei-no-taki falls in hokkaido during my birthday!
Muahahaha! Sooo fun. Whats exciting about ryusei-no-taki?
I dunno, i like it because it sounds like ryuusei no rockman!
Hahaha! Thats all good bye.
I wonder if i go with my own feelings and say it out, will anything bad happen?

2009-08-05T06:12:00.000-07:00

I don't know why i should blog anymore. hahaha.
Nevermind, pretend i never said that.
Anyways, i was said to go to test my blood today but the clinic that i went said that they don't do blood testing.
So in the end i didn't test my blood.
The reason i need to do it is as i suddenly lost weight.
During Chinese new year -->75kg
Now-->69kg
The loss is quite a lot sia..
And plus my urine got some smell since new year, i really got to know if i have anything wrong with me.
Well.. I will monitor my weight i guess..
This is the reason why i cannot accept people telling me that i grew thin.
I never even exercise most of the time.. O-o..
Nevermind, just hope it isn't some illness in me or something.
Hope i regain my health again, but i would still rather stay as thinner when i regain health lar.
Kudos, bye bye.
My love life is complicated, hahaha. It's complicated because i dun have one.

2009-06-19T08:12:00.000-07:00

Yo everybody! I promised i would blog more in the holidaes before right?
But you should never trust a man's words! Haha!

So why did i blog today? Well my childhood friend begga begged me to blog, so as i very kind hearted, i start blogging, hahaha ;P.

Did i mention i jogged around pasir ris park alone for 1 hour today?
And last week i jogged once as well, for what reason i dunno, i just feel like doing it, for some reason.. To clear my mind? To sort out my feelings? I dunno, i dun care. =D

Continuing on , the last few days i went to my *cho cho* house, (begga calls her ah ma)
This *cho cho* is my caretaker, since young i was taken care by her.
Well, not only me, a lot of people were taken care by her, which i will show in the later pictures.
Ah, so when we were there, we went to play the playground, [typical.. XP]
Yah so we started playing catching, that was when i remembered the old move of mine, the *TWINX*, yeah so evil right..
The thing that stops the catcher from catching you.
Yeah so the above picture shows the little girl trying to catch everyone, but she isn't able to do so, because we are all in uncatchable mode. HAHA evil aren't we..
Q:And you all call urself an adult, how can you all bully kids?!
( i still think the girl who took this pic is more evil ;P)

Well, the question i asked before, i guess this pic answers the question.
Hahaha, the older i get the more i like bullying them, muahaha..

There was another picture besides this, with everyone in it,
But you know why i post this picture instead?
Because i look more handsome in it! =D
Well, apparently only my sis and begga don't agree,
I don't think anymore people will disagree. Haha!

Because i was so sian, i even posted a picture about the 3d movie me, beixi, bryan and shenghong when a few weeks ago.
well, i was lazy to post it before, so.... so.. haha
oh and this is totally unrelated to the last 3 pics.
Yeah we watched monsters versus aliens, super hilarious.
The 3d didn't really felt like 3d, only normal, maybe to me i guess.
Oh and the 3d specs really hurt my eyes man, for some weird reason.

Yeah, see its not so bad, be it bullying kids, watching movies, or staring into space everyday throughout the holidaes, life goes on. >_<
And why i'm saying this? I dunno, who cares.

Aiyee!! Yay! Finally over! Haha, tired of writing anymore.
Oh yeah, my long lost friend Rohan is coming back tomorrow!!
YAY! And he's bringing bubble gums! (ahhh.. gums..) *drool*

Oh boy, i heard the holidays might get extended!!
Come on make it come true!!
I haven't touched any homework yet!!
Come on, make it longer so i can slack more and do it in the last few days.
Yeah tiring! Writing is so tiring, typing also.
Happy le mah begga? Hahaha.
sayonara!

2009-05-30T02:21:00.000-07:00

So long never blog, don't have the mood anymore nowadays.
Anyways, maybe i *can* blog more during school holidays since i so free.. haiz..
So anyways, chinese O's in two days, and i'm still playing my ds now..
unbelieveable right? haha.
I love my mid year report card, cos don't have any red pen markings on it! XD
not like this stupid red font i'm using. :P
So i'm horribly sian now, why can't they have more fun games nowadays? so boring.
And what am i saying, i shouldn't be playing... O_O...
Well, i think i will go continue playing for a while, haha.
If i ever give up, its because i'm not good enough.. :(

2009-05-04T05:27:00.000-07:00

Haha, today so got time, after exams, four of us, (see the pics to know who) went to 日本村 at E-hub last storey.
Not bad lah, the food.

/\ the thousand chopsticks skill!
/\ so bad, not posing.

/\ Don't want to sound girly but, yay! food!

Okay lar, the atmosphere was not bad, but it was completely ruined by the four of us, we made a lot of noise while the other customers very eating quietly.

The food was.. average? You can eat there if u have some extra cash or u just want to spend ur time.

What can i say, there's nothing to blog.

Except that my handphone revived! yay!

the story of my life, I dun want to say ler!! ;P

2009-04-27T07:42:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! MY handphone CANT be charged!!
It ran out of battery today, yet i can't seem to be able to charge it up.
What am i supposed to do without my handphone?! Bring psp and pretend it is a replacement?!
So now i officially announce my handphone as partially dead!
Although not much people will message/call me,(sad right?!) don't miss me so much.
Worse off is if the class is so super duper boring, I can't message with my childhood fren to spend the time!!
Horrible AH!
It would be impossible to get a new phone, so i think i should just stick with repairing the phone, haha tired liao, go sleep liao.
Haha, its good to have friends. ;D

2009-04-17T06:06:00.000-07:00

Haha, speech day was BORRIINNG!!! Nothing special happened, so i will just talk about the messages i send during my free time to dylan, beixi and my dear childhood fren begga.
(If you don't know, we were audiences and prizewinners for speech day.)

Me: Dylan! Nothing, send message for fun.
Dylan: Can change seat?
Me: No seat to change, i dun want to move, lazy.
Me: Dylan, look in my direction, lets play chopsticks.

Then dylan looked at me, den we played two rounds of chopsticks, obviously i won, how could i lose.. hahaha!! Then because very boring we stopped a while after.

Me: Yo still stoning ah? Mr surin very boring ler.
Beixi: Yea lor. So sian. I want sleep liao. zzz
Me: Haha, seeing the mood so high, later can do kallang wave liao. Haha, why you don't play psp?
Beixi: You all really doing ah? Haha. I don't want play lar, nobody playing lor. If i play so odd.
Me: Haha, later they catch you den dun allow you get prize. Haha, when going to end sia, if you super bored, reply me in chinese, ;P
Beixi: (translated to EL) Ya lor, dunno when finish, so boring.. -_- omg. i felt so stupid trying in chinese.
Me: (translated to EL) We chinese must speak chinese, or how to face ancestors? See i write so perfect chinese, can even ace my test if i write this ler, Haha.
( she daoed me, expected.. haha)
Me: Sorry ah, the person beside me dun want do kallang wave, so selfish sia.
Beixi: Haha. Nevermind lahh. Got clap loudly just now anot? Haha.
Me: Got lor, see i so nice friend.
(rest of it is sensored due to much offending to some other people)

Haha, don't want tell you guys what happen...

Oh yeah and my childhood friend, better not talk anything about her or she angry, so all is totally (sensored).
Actually, You know why i suddenly so random talk about my messages?
ITS BECAUSE SPEECH DAY WAS BORING!!
and the buffet dinner wasn't really delicious as well. haiz...

So, since i nothing to say anymore, maybe next time i will say a bit more.. haha..
Whatever i think, whatever i feel, is it just an illusion? Or am i happy to live in this illusion i created?

2009-04-14T05:23:00.000-07:00

ARGH! So many test nowadays.. especially science.. basket.. They expect us to study bio,chem,phy in such a short time!
Today's bio, tomorrow will have chem and phy summary test!
Okay since i have so many time nowadays.. (as i dun feel like studying)
I will dig up the old past of class 2E1!
This all happened in the secondary 2 AGAPE camp, where stupid bryce lost my gameboy advance SP. ah basket!
Part of my clique before! So ashamed to have nabil in it! Aww, rohan went to another country. At least dylan's still here.
Compared to before.. /\ , i have become more shuai liao! Its not just my personal thinking okay!

Andy lua acting cute in the night! Scary, looks like half asleep half awake..

Lucien, guessed he didn't change much these few years, so sad..

This was beixi's old clique! (jean,yunjing,eunice,beixi)

That was the girl's section of her clique only.. lol, very big her clique.

They all don't look much different from now huh?

Aww, digging up old past is fun, next time if i find anymore random crap i would share it again.

Anyways, i am just feeling lucky i wasn't killed by Magdelyn when i drawing the class key today.

Maybe she in good mood. Haha!

So in conclusion, Everybody changed alot in these few years, its all part of growing up.

But i have became cuter and shuaier! Muahahaha!

You are definitely blind if u dun agree, or u just have bad taste.

I just have to become braver so nothing will be a problem anymore.

So, nothing else, haiz, must study ah?

Guess O'levels are coming huh? A few months later den study also nevermind right?

Its hard for me to survive in this rude environment for a polite boy like me, haha!!

I wonder when would i have to be forced by my mum to take on tuition...

2009-04-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

ALOHA! Quite long never blog.. (again)
Hai carnival was quite fun, not realli so much..
Okay so today we had badminton! Lost to a bunch of small kids!
Yucheng joined in last minute and lucky win back some face.
Another thing, i should bring metal shields to protect myself when i drawing class keys liao..
Who knows when magdalene would stab me in the back or something,
(refer to magdelene's blog >>)
Okay so new craze in my class is DS~!, though only me and tatiana have only.
We played multiplayer Mario Kart, so fun! Race with each other.. Should have 8 DSs so more fun.
And we played the drums game on ds, i kinda win everytime so quite boring.. haha..
Inside got gundam00 theme song, and other nice jap songs so, yeah its fun.
Okay.. so, i dun realli understand what is love ler.. Maybe i never get the feeling before..
Maybe i dun even know it even if i encounter it. HAHA..
Chinese Oral sucks today, lucky the teacher face very kind i relaxed a little..
And and and.. nothing else.. XD
Ah, i think i'm in the age to find love liao..

2009-03-27T04:18:00.000-07:00

HHelloO!!! veri long never blog liao cause.. nothing to blog about..
So yesterday me,beixi, bryan, edwin ,shenghong went to tampines safra to find it closed..
We wanted to buy balloons.
Then we went to Tampines mall to eat..
Tired out totally, i cannot walk around in the night as i get tired easily, it might be because i dun feel safe during the night time.
So like even till today still blur blur very tired.. Think i daoed a lot of people? Or maybe i was just a bit too quiet today.
Must i be a 宅男? Unable to be able to withstand the long hours outside?
See you also tired me talking also right? Tomorrow Hai carnival ler..
Okay so to end this i just show one random picture about a girl grinning at a burger as if she had been starving for days.. ;P

I wanna change what i feel, although its hard to do so...

2009-03-18T02:49:00.000-07:00

Okay, i am very tired the last few days, super tired to be exact..
So i'm talking about the NCC camp onli now~! XD
Day 1
Not much happened this day but i will say it in chronological form so its easier to understand.
1) Reached NCC room.
2) Others were teaching and stuff, but i was bored and nothing to do.
3) So i used the few tents in the NCC room as a mattress and took a NAP!!!
4) Then i hungry and went to minimart to buy something to eat.. (NOBODY NOTICED.. -.-)
5) It was dark liao, me bryan and markus went to buy mccafe!! (\/ there)
6) So after that we took dinner, yay makan!! In the end just ate just some average things.. NCC so cheapo..
DAY 2
1) It was 1am in the morning, can't sleep!! (cos stupid chengyong and bryan stole my blanket, i so uncomfortable.. )
2) Since ben was awake, asked him to follow me to another classroom (we slept in a classroom)
3) Found that 3E1 has its lights on!!
4) Tried to install PS2 alone, but failed XD..
5) Going to give up but some others came up, they helped to install!!
6) So we played metal slug!! (\/ there!)

7) We played gundam too!

8) i don't know if i slept anot but i laid down a while to rest.

9) Bright liao, did lots of activities.

10) Edwin teng told me and bryan to go see him in white sands..

11) I can't believe we actually have time to go visit him..

12) So the day ended like that.. (somewhat or the other)

Muahaha, not really a fun camp cos cannot throw water bomb.. but it was fun.. =P.

According to all the evidence i collected, i can prove what i think is quite true.. But but!!I dun wan to accept it to be true!!

2009-03-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

Haha, yesterday went to edwin house for our class preparations for balloon sculpting during the hai-carnival.
But in the end, i think that my time in the arcade far exceeds the time spent in edwin's house.
Okay.. So, a picture to commemerate my first visit there!

Okay, after a while i got bored there, so i slapped beixi.. (for no reason! XD)
Yup! i'm a big bully... You know why big? (cos beixi is short XP)
What i didn't expect was beixi would retaliate, haha, quite fun, den we like fought with each other, but as a man i must be gentle, in case she kana bruised..
(see, i'm a nice guy..)
But then we fought like mad, well, beixi was very violent and we fought with swords!
Then we fought by slapping again.. lol.. she very nice bully u know..

/\ see her face? i think i slapped her or something.. =O (i so violent) Such a pity my hand wasn't taken in the photo..

Okay then i think she took revenge on me in one of the pics, but she was slow, so i only felt the slap after the picture was taken..
Okay, putting this matter aside, i just found out that my NCC falls on 13,14 march!!
AND!! AND!! 13th march was my father's birthday! How can i forget that!!
Haha, sorry daddy.. =P
And it is friday the thirteen as well..
So i think i can only wish my daddy happy birthday when i am in the ncc camp liao lor! So sad..
The camp would be my last day in haising NCC, so i'm gonna party till i fall! Or roll.. O_o..
I didn't know i was a bully till now.. :P

2009-03-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

*snore*.. a bit tired now, haha!!
Oh yeah i will say something random to start the night.
I like the trapped monkey on chengyong's blog!!
Okay, one random thing leads to another, so i went snapping pictures at people today, i like to take photos of those who don't want to be snapped more, maybe thats my stubborness?
Of course, the easiest target is KAPPO! she keeps dodging the shots so i feel its fun bullying her like that!! hahaha!!
\/ random picture!! XD
(PICTURE REMOVED DUE TO BEIXI's Unwillingness to show it)
Get it from me personally if u want it.. (its super unglam!)
Hmm, did u tell me not to post this up and to delete it? well.. i don't remember.. =/
So about things that happened after school today.
(if u dun feel like knowing my life [everybody obviously don't..], dun keep reading.)
So, after school went to white sands food court to makan! For some reason i asked bryan, sheng hong and edwin about whats lingerie. Then they told me to ask beixi.. I thought they were joking or something, but den beixi was actually in front of us with jonathan song and them!
Okay, so i saw both tree branch and kappo in the food court, so funny.
Only mushroom,drain and the tang yuan i was recently reminded about wasn't there!
These were the people who we made strange name for them! =P
Okay, den after eating i went to play basketball with, zhengxun, yucheng, shenghong, tatiana, cheryl wong, resilyn. Then they left one by one and i felt tired.. lol..
Then yucheng,cheryl,tatiana came to my house.
We played the ps2 games, and i should tell you, cheryl sucks at all the games.. haha!!
Okie, so uhm.. go see the monkey in chengyong's blog (its in my links)
Haha ciao!
If someone knows more about myself than myself, nvm, that would be weird..

2009-03-01T03:49:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAPPO! MAY YOU BE SIXTEEN FOREVER!
(in size, you are still not there, grow taller!!) muahahaha!! XD
Yesterday, During chinese lessons, i rollerskated to school! It was fun, but i received a lot of stares from the public, bunch of people, can't they appreciate that rollerskates are also a form of transport?

Okay, then when

I was in school, i was told to rush to MRT by wingsum, i thought it was some kind of emergency so i rushed there, actually slide there is a better word. And so i didn't attend chinese! XP

In the end actually they wanted to celebrate beixi's birthday!! See they so bad, never tell me earlier, make me wear school uniform go around with them. But it was quite fun lar, hanging out with girls instead of boys for a change.

1) Walking to the bus stop!

2) Taking a picture of jingling in case bryan thia wants it!

3) Hiding behind the girls to surprise beixi who did not know i was going as well!
*i am definitely not a pervo taking the girls' backs okay..*

4)Met beixi and went to pasir ris park!

5) Girls walk so slow, thats why i still have time to take photos.

6)Reason why they are slow, they talk.

7) Torturing the photographer(me) and enjoying the view themselves..

8) Bleh, i dun have a choice, only guy there, must be gentleman.. haiz..
9) Finally a well-deserved photographer's shot of himself.

10) And so we sacrifice wing sum as photographer!

11) And we even cam ourselves by ourselves, so this is like the full group photo. ^^

12) Girls group photo again, and without me again.

13) Waiting for car to come and bang into them. XD

14) How the heck did this picture appear in my handphone?

15) Whee, i love fake grass.

16) I'm scared, wing sum isn't, the braver the person, the easier they fall.

17)I looked like i'm cutted and pasted inside, but i'm not.

18) Scary weird looking faces of this weird day..

Okay, so after that we went to watch the movie called "Marley and Me"

First time went to Ehub cinema, so i was crying when i came out, Because Marley and me the dog so ke lian, died and the family so miss him, those with dogs cried (beixi,jingling) and the other heartless people didn't. And zheng xun said i laughed when he was crying, haha, different opinions in different parts. I don't wish okim to die so early also, i wish i can at least be with him till i'm 20+. A bit too much aint it?

For those who didn't cry, go get a dog man..

2009-02-28T22:42:00.001-08:00

Today evening, when i came home from the celebration.
I went to the badminton court near my house to play.
Yucheng, Tatiana, Cheryl wong and Resilyn went!
Had lots of fun but we played until very late..
Blurry picture of me and cheryl playing, as the photographer (tatiana) sucks.. XD
See, so biased this picture taken so nicely.

I forgot but, what was resilyn doing anyway..?

See my serve is so powerful that u cannot see my hand, racket nor the shuttlecork!

Haha, photographers so ke lian de, all cannot be on the pictures themselves, thats why whatever u do, don't be a photographer!

Yay, i am addicted to going outside alrdy!!

2009-02-27T04:50:00.000-08:00

Ah, today my class do hymn singing again. XD
Sang Draw me close to you. And i gained fans! [cheng yong and gang]
Then after school i visited dylan, who would have expected he was playing rockband in school.
And he told me he might not be doing it.. zzz..
Anyways, just one picture about it!

Then after school about 5-6pm, when going home that time, i received a call from Cheryl wong..

She asked me if i had a basketball.. Wth.. The most weird thing is that they knew where my house is roughly located. so thats how i met them and we talked about lots of crap in the playground.

Then we waited for yucheng to reach the building lobby, den we talked a huge lot of crap again! So i reached home at 7pm..
Cheryl is so long-winded, things that can be said in 5 minutes she said in 1 hour.. LOL..
Yucheng, why never ask me play badminton? so bad sia u..
Remember to keep a secret of what we talked about today ah yucheng.. ^^

2009-02-21T20:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, after chinese lessons.. (did we even had it?), me bryan sheng hong edwin and some girls went to downtown east to eat.
Mcdonalds was crowded so the boys (us) decided to eat at burger king when the girls suddenly vanished and went to eat Kfc.
We only went to kfc after we ate our meal.
The girls are super slow so we camped there for no reason..
Why were we there anyway?
Well, we took some pictures..
/\ look, bryan and jingling! ^^

/\ Looks better now that this is a shot not known by them.

/\ Cam myself! Extra head below is none other than edwin!

/\ Purposely turn away one de..

/\Best photo of all, cos my hair looks nice.

Why the girls dun want us take pics sia. Friend friend den they avoid until like that..

Aiyo, Normal friends mah, what's the problem? right beixi?

Actually me,edwin and shenghong wanted to watch movie de. But den we thought 3 boys watching movie very "GAY" and the girls dun wanna go..

So in the end i still haven't seen the inside of the cinema in E-hub.. Haiz..

That's all! Byez!

The day i ran is the day i will be slimmer.

2009-02-18T04:34:00.000-08:00

Ah haha Common test coming liao..
Should i stress myself to study?
See first.. =P
What i like to do in schools nowadays
1) Take sama's cookie monster wallet whenever possible.
2) Whack the ponytail of hair whenever hand is itchy.
3) Steal Hairclips out from the hair of girls. But its too noticable.
4) Take pencilbox of people and hiding them!
5) Steal jingling's baby photo and sell to bryan thia!

That's all fun in school..
SPA tomorrow.. Dunno what's nidda be done but try my best!
School is fun.. muahaha..

2009-02-15T03:17:00.000-08:00

Ah haha, as expected i was so free yesterday i went to sleep early..
Sad eh? Sometimes people feel sad for no apparent reason at all..

Random:
Sometimes i wish to go to whereever to farm,
like those which i saw in harvest moon..
Enjoying the wind and stuffs.
But society and everything interrupts,
so it won't happen..
Even if it does, society makes it unenjoyable.
No la just kidding, cannot imagine myself separating from technology or touching those worm-infested plants.. *yuck*..

So sad, the environment nowadays lack the natural feeling..
(how the heck did i know that..)
At the kranji memorial, the wind is very nice,
maybe because the area lacks human activities...
That's why nature still lives there...
Hiya.. why i suddenly say such profound things.. I don't think i even understood what i said..

I don't think i understand myself, bryan thia tell me to behave like myself..
Yet how do i do to behave myself..
Do i know myself..?
It comes naturally... But what is it i can't really explain..
What is my character..? I can't explain..
LOL, maybe some things cannot be found out by yourself..

Okay lar, feel tired writing lots of things that i don't understand..
Gonna go watch tv or play more harvest moon liao.. Byez! ^^
I haven't yet found my lover, does love come naturally or is it hidden until u finally realise it's existance?
This's i'm unsure, but i hope i will not have one so early cause i'm not ready..

2009-02-13T06:42:00.000-08:00

OMG... Tomorrow is valentines day.. Yet i still dun have dates, i think the problem is with me as i am quite "shy" in asking this kinds of stuff.. Not like i have anyone to ask to or anything...
Ah!! I wanna cry!! I today finally realised my schoolmates so got 人情味!!!
For four years in school i received nothing on valentines day...
This year everyone so kind, gimme things... *sob*..
Although is like taken from spam giving by everyone, i still appreciate it very much!!

And this blue champagne-like fizzy drink that tastes average.

Oh haha, i'm not the type that asks others out, unless if i have a reason to silently cover it up.
Haha, nice valentine's eve..

2009-02-11T02:11:00.000-08:00

HAHAHA, ben is dumb...
Want me bring NCC uniform tomorrow right?
Ask me my size... Lucky i smart say M.
Cos ur size and the others are alrdy confirmed M.
If i say the size of mine is L. You confirm want me to bring de.. lol..

Okie, Let me talk about the previous days events, there's the NCC East Coast Park Run.
(East Coast Park Skate for me)
Look.. bryan and some nccs in east coast park..

Short ah all of them.. see i at least 5cm taller than them..
Rollerskating.. mmm, cannot go as fast as before for some reason..

After bryan's wanting of showing the severeness of my actions. He wanted me to post this one my blog, this happened today.
Look at Edwin, aiyo stomachache ah? No.. its actually is his dick hurts becos i whacked it but for some reason the pain went to his stomach.

Yeah and this is our class's new toy, the chupa chup's lolli whacking device.

(not advised for serious and rapid whacking)

For you may taste the fury of the other party when they got hold of the device.. she looks scary, like a evil woman or something.

Class is still as fun, but our class still haven't decided on what to do for carnival.

"Whack the blonde" Edwin says.

Well, see if people wanna pay $$ for that first anot..

Ah, Eh? DS ROX.

2009-02-10T04:47:00.000-08:00

Ah, valentine's day, it means nothing to me..
Another day at home playing games or something else.
Maybe because i not friendly enough i don't have any presents during valentine..
Isn't that sad?
Maybe i should think of why i dun have any presents..
1st) i have few (girl) frenz.
2nd) Boys usually don't give each other presents.. unless gays..
3rd) ... ???...

dunno what to write la, just bored staying at home studying..
I WANNA GO OUT! I WANNA GO WATCH MOVIES WITH FRIENDS!!
NOTE:
I haven't even entered the cinema of Ehub before.. Ah! the horrors..

Now i'm gonna share some reasons why i seldom go out.
ITS BECAUSE OF..
MONEY..

1st) i would be afraid that i have insufficient money if i go out for lunch with frenz.
-WHY?
i) Once my mother told me to buy something from ntuc, den when paying i realised i lost the $10 note.. WTH..

(random) Okay lar, maybe because of my tone of voice i find it hard to match with my character..
My voice is very deep de, so i find it hard to do what i want that needs a higher pitch voice..

Aiya. Nothing to do, back to playing harvest moon!!
It might be nice living in the harvest moon living environment..

2009-02-09T04:11:00.000-08:00

Thought of the NCC things very long le, (1 week).
Finally came clear that i shouldn't be probing against the QM problem as the teachers supported the wrong name writing so i have no more choices.
HAHA!!! Okay I wanna go back to my happy-go-lucky style again.
One day comes and another goes.
So as my first stage of going back to the style, i'm gonna bring my rollerskates for NCC tomorrow! Since we're going for East Coast Park Training.
Fun it will be, gonna make full use of the NCC room since i am the QM now and i know it myself.
Therefore i won't be angry anymore, but maybe still will bear grudges so watch out.
You who angered me, dun think i would forgive you so soon, althought you didn't do it on purpose... NVM shut up, i'm still angry

I cried

2009-02-03T03:28:00.000-08:00

After the years that i enjoyed NCC, i hate TODAY.
Today promotion day and sec 1 day.
AND I HATE AFIQ.
He this kind of quality also can be staff sergent ah?
SUCH CRAPPINESS.
i dun usually say this but.. "FUCK HIM"

Just because he is a staff sergent doesn't mean he can take over my slot as QM whenever he wants.

It was written on the jobs list that i wasn't a QM, AFIQ is!

WTH?! He never even do anything den he take my slot!

In the many years of NCC, the onli thing i enjoyed was my QM slot. And that doesn't mean that because he is staff SGT and don't have a job that he needs to steal mine.

ASSHOLE. And the Worse person is MR NG, our NCC teacher.

He was the first one to talk crap about how great a QM(logistic head) is and how cool it is.
THEN HE WAS THE ONE WHO TOLD TOBY TO WRITE AFIQ's NAME INSTEAD OF MINE IN THE QM SLOT!
He was the one who named our logistic head a QM.
IT WAS THE ONLY THING I WAS PROUD OF.

I WAS REALLY PROUD OF THAT JOB AND JUST TAKING ME AWAY AND REPLACING WITH ONE USELESS FREAK DOESN'T HELP TO EASE MY ANGER!

I can usually show off that i am the QM and holds the key to the room.. but NOW.. NO...!!!
THEY REDUCED ME TO SUCH A PATHETIC STATE THAT I AM UNDER HIM IN THE JOB's LIST.

MAYBE THE JOBS LIST IS NOT REAL BUT SO WHAT?! IT RUINS MY REPUTATION AS THE ROOM OF MY NCC!

AND WHEN I ANGRILY ASKED HIM TO CLEAN THE ROOM. HE SAID.
"WHAT?! ITS YOUR JOB WHAT..."

DAMN FREAK, TAKE STAFF SGT JOB, EVEN MARCUS CAN DO BETTER THAN YOU.
THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I GOT SO ANGRY SO DON'T PISS ME OFF ANYMORE.
GONNA CONFRONT MS KU TOMORROW AND BRING ME BACK JUSTICE.
BUT THEN, WILL THAT CHANGE ANYTHING?!
YOU RUINED MY NCC LIFE YOU BASTARD.
Nobody said that you have to have a huge role to feel sad when u lose it?
ASS...

2009-01-30T03:28:00.000-08:00

Haha, first time got rejected from an msn invite.
Lol, yeah yucheng told me that, later *she* kill him den he know.. lol..
Aiyo, talk in sms like so friendly like that, den when i add u in msn, u say you dunno me.
Life changes drastically everyday.
Yucheng is only a grass in a field. (haha, yeah)
Give up ba! (no offense)
Or i will sing that song again.
Oh boy i hope she doesn't see this.. >.<
Magdelene's a petty and unsocialable person!!
And so rarely i make the first move to make friends...
Den kana rejected in msn like that...
*Argh*!! [world freezes]

2009-01-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

(edited- nothing was changed, just writing as begga told me to write)
NOBODY wanna know what happened in my family during Chinese New Year.
But i wanna share gossip in my family during Chinese New Year.
Begga told me not to show the pics but i nvr promise her or anything..
Yeah the fat girl on the left is begga, she looks like a mix of samantha wong and my old ncc fren wei xiang... lol...

We were eating, somehow she felt shy, yeah right.. she so thick skinned.. maybe because she at my house so she not used to it.. lol..

Magically stangling me, the reason i will say later, but she looks scary.

So never give face, never take a photo with such a shuai guy like me.Okay here comes the gossip.

1) She's my childhood friend.

2) For some reason we are boy and girl friend relationship when we are little

3) Therefore my first girlfriend slot is stolen by her.

4) She's shy although she's thick skinned.

5) She still remembers deeply that i stole her french fries when i was small.

6) We call her "begga" as "rebecca" was too long

7) During the dinner i had just now she was shy because my sis and my uncle kept saying things about or relationship.

8) So here i say that we are just good friends, known for a long time.

If i continue to write on she might whack me or something so i should stop here. Thats all that i would say.. She's..well.. you know?..

She's stingy i tell you, haha!!! Maybe i shouldn't badmouth about her, its bad.

2009-01-22T06:00:00.000-08:00

Pictures of "you know what" are still not here in this post, if u dunno what i mean, check the previous post.
Hello!! Its NCC Reunion noodles part 2~!
It was organised in YG's private chalet!

Okay, lets start with a simple picture of bryan, a sweet innocent fella who has vulgar on the tip of his tongue.
Okay, next shows hong kai playing with his chopsticks and zul wondering whether he can see the sun directly if he uses a camera to see it.

The top photos are just some examples of a few weirdos hanging out, somewhere in my personal chalet.
Below, another batch of weirdos hanging out at another place.

This group photo depicts all the people in my chalet.
(i am not trying to steal the longan when they were busily posing for the camera okay?)

OMG, and thats Iron man Zul, who can shoot sausages out of his mouth. or maybe just throw them from his hands..

Either he fainted because he smelled my socks, or i am trying to wake him up with my sock, is base on ur own interpretation of this picture...

Yeah, thats about all of it, This chalet cannot be organised if without for my personal chalet, chengyong, and the funds contributed.

This is the ending of this year's NCC reunion noodles, there's no next year as i will be graduating.

So here i would just say,

Happy Chinese New year!!
Next year, marcus would be able to organise it.. =X

2009-01-21T01:27:00.001-08:00

EDITED
i removed a particular picture so there's no proof of fire.
Yo Dude guess what we did today, nothing much, i was told not to put these up but i will put it up until i am found out.
This place is my "PERSONAL CHALET". cool eh?
This is my Reunion-NOODLES!!!

Shang chuan swinging a sword-like thing in my chalet.

Left: Forgot name
Right:kimberly
Cheng yong invited these guys to the party in the chalet.

Photo: yeah! i finally look nicer on camera!

Iron man YG!

Iron man Cheng yong!

Okay Anyways for your info, this isn't where u think it is if u know where this is. This is my personal chalet!

So dun go around saying this is the place u think it is.

Cause it isn't, it's a chalet organised by me and cheng yong, maybe another one will come tomorrow.

Yeah and if u know about this, dun say anything okay?

Fire,NCC,noodles

2009-01-20T07:03:00.000-08:00

Yo, i'm feeling good, except for that i have a huge pile of homework that vexes me when i see it.
And, i think i have slight diarrhoea, i think i got it from my sister.
We ate the same kueh my mom made, she ate it first so i thought it was safe to consume.
Then in the morning she kana diarrhoea, i just found out that i was infected when i was shitting and water came out, obviously because i have a stronger immune system so i wasn't affected that much.
Oh and this does not have anything to do with me taking height and weight two days later.
Don't even think that i purposely made myself have diarrhoea so i can be lighter .
I still think i can go to school tomorrow, if cannot i won't be able to uphold the promise i made to chengyong about making magee mee tomorrow in the ncc room.
Yeah, and i dun hope i will get better soon, perhaps after the height and weight would be appropriate.
And really, i'm not purposely getting diarrhoea.

2009-01-17T04:02:00.000-08:00

What a nice nap, very long never have so many time to sleep, you know why? Because i usually play games instead of sleep..
I slept from 3pm when my cartoon ended until 7.30pm.
Hmm, missed out quite a lot of things.
I didn't know my father and sister came back home, and went out again.
Whats worse is that my mother's grandfather's brother's wife and her daughter and her son's son came by today at around 7pm like that.
Haha, they seldom come so i was almost shocked when i see the kids near the bed when i woke up.
Ah, den they left at 7.45 so i almost like saw them for only 15 minutes.
You know why i'm writing this? Cos i have nothing else to write liao,
Thats all!
Sleep for the sake of sleeping!!!!

2009-01-11T05:44:00.000-08:00

Nice picture..

Brings back memories.

Anyways, it shouldn't really bring back melancholic memories as i am not so those very old and dying people.

This evening i received a phone call from my aunt.

My aunt told me i would be talking to someone else.

The person said "hello?"

I said "Bye!"

Then the other side said "hey i think he hung up"

LOL.

Okay anyways, She was my long lost cousin, no la jk..

See the third girl in the picture? Thats her..

*shivers* *shivers*

I must always be on a lookout for her, she might be anywhere, ready to tackle me when i'm unaware!!

One SMACK and i can fly 5km away..

Well, anyways nice to know her back again, she said we didn't see each other for 10 years, has it been so long?

Hope we can still get along well like before and like on the phone..

Oh yeah, she managed to track my facebook without even having the link!

She's amazing!

NOTE TO SELF

Never make her angry or she may be able to track all my ugly backgrounds.

I'm still childish, but she has grown much more mature.

How can she do that, we were childhood frenz.

Oh yea did i mention her name was rebecca?

Or in short i would call her BEGGAR.

actually i called her more of BEGGA

That's almost everyting about her,

Did you know her grades were better than mine?

How can she do that, we were childhood frenz.

I'm still shy but i hide it, if you can see this beggar, know that i'm shy okay?

2009-01-08T06:29:00.000-08:00

Argh, cannot borrow book from library, saw this book called "kiss her goodbye", weird name and that's why i like it, but the problem is that someone did not return the book that i used my own ez-link card to lend them one... So if u have used my card to borrow or something, auto a bit la hor, i forgot who i lend liao so i cannot do anything...
Wth today during P.E very funny ler, i saw eccles kick the football, sorta like knew it would hit my face, calculating the angle of the shot and all, wanted to block but then suddenly very lazy like think.. "what are the chances?" Then "SMACK" hit my face, smart eh?
Okay last thing, X box 360 rock band is fun, especially when a lot of people playing.
Nothing more to say..
I dislike selfish people who think about only themselves the most!

2009-01-07T05:00:00.000-08:00

Okay lar, should start doing Homework right about now.. haha..
Just did a reading reflection, now still nid do chinese compo, wth, no more relax for me liao.
Life still's good as always, mediocre, maybe a bit more fun as i am in secondary 4.
Anyways, still I feel happy. Can survive can liao, why plan for the future, next time then plan, go with the flow!
Study first? Play next? Or is it the opposite?

2009-01-04T06:12:00.000-08:00

Okay i will be fast as i am tired after drawing..

Hello everyone!

This is another of my contribution to NCC!

You will probably see it on the ncc room door tomorrow on 5jan2009!

Anyways you dun nid to comment on this pic, but it would be better if you did, thanks!

start of school

2009-01-02T05:03:00.000-08:00

Wow, school started, haha..
Even though a lot of people were missing in the class, its still quite fun.. quite..
Okay okay, what i like about my class now..
IS..
IS..
IS..
THE BALCONY!!!
Yeah! there's this great balcony connected to the classrooms so next time if i lose the class key we still can sneak into the classroom without any worries!
Oh and Vice-chairman kappo, you must pay more attention to the class when i am spacing out okay??
Well, Life goes on, so adapting it is crucial, So i will leave all paperworks to you kappo.. haha..
Yeah! So if this continues without changes, i can get my chairman badge!
Cool!
To add some entertainment to the class, perhaps i should keep repeating hakim's name in front of fifi..
Well nvm, later she cry my fault liao..
Life is not the same without the other classmates...

2008-12-30T23:50:00.000-08:00

Hey its 31st december 2007! (the blog time a bit distorted) If i never remember wrongly, today's dylan's birthday!
Well, no time to talk about that, I haven't done my homework yet...
None..at All.
Maybe some, but is 2 days enough? Haha, maybe i should have prepared before..
Nvm, just try my best to do all of em..bye.

Merry Christmas!!

2008-12-25T07:17:00.001-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!
But in my house, there's no christmas, instead i should say...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!!!
Today is the day my mother was born, so my family don't really celebrate christmas, as we celebrate my mother's Birthday instead..
Firstly, i will talk about today at around 2am, i was awoken as my mother switched off the fan, so i woke up to turn it on again..
But when i was trying to go back to sleep again, i felt a tingling sense of awkwardness around me..
It felt like those "things" were around me...
In the end i went to the room where my mum and dad slept... And guess what..
My sister was there too, when she woke up, she told me she felt something was wrong too...
Well, now maybe me and my sister won't be able to sleep alone by ourselves for a while...

To celebrate my mother's birthday, My family went to "Xin Fu Yum Cha" restaurant.
I was friggin irritated by the way the waiters serve the food...
It was a buffet and they purposely slowed down the serving of the food..
It was so friggin obvious i feel like yelling at them...
They even thanked us when we said we were leaving..
In conclusion, i can only state... "I like self-service buffet better.."
And yeah, have a merry christmas everyone!!

2008-12-10T05:36:00.000-08:00

Can ya believe it, hakim's now in saudi arabia, 1 year passed so fast...
They better have good internet connection there ya know..
Oh ya today after english lessons, part of the class went to send hakim off.
We went to have our lunch with him, but in the end we started eating and he left..
Only Fifi cried when people mentioned about hakim, cannot say that all girls are sentimental and melancholy.. As beixi was there as well, and i never saw her cry... Maybe she's just strong, or maybe NOT! HAHAHA!!
Hey hakim, are u fine over there? Is there internet connection there? Well if u can see this there probably is internet there... Well, don't forget about hamtaro okay?
Changes happen, and what we can only do is adapt...

2008-12-09T05:03:00.000-08:00

Hey hey, suddenly quite packed nowadays...
I went to my caretaker's house today, to visit her, she is getting on her age, but she still is the best.
I also met my uncle there, he's only less than ONE YEARS OLD!!
Guess thats why seniority is always the most important thing!
And i felt really guilty, he cannot stand up, when i put him in the cage for babies..
HE FELL DOWN!
OMG! My Aunt is very caring for his son, and luckily she was not around, or i am in trouble..
Haha, at least the baby calmed down for a little bit.. lucky.. Aunt came back a while later..
Tomorrow going to send hakim off the plane.. Sad eh?
I wonder if i can adapt the abrupt changes next year..

2008-12-08T05:37:00.000-08:00

Wow, i am totally bored nowadays...
Why won't somebody invite me out for bowling or something, anything would be fine..
I know that i am a "stay at home" boy aka 宅男
But i want to change.. well , maybe a bit can be okay...
And hey yucheng and dylan, if u are seeing this, u wanna go bowling?

2008-12-03T08:17:00.000-08:00

Ehm, yeah, WHAT?!?! 9 newspaper articles?!
11 Book Reviews?!
And 1 COMPREHENSION?!?!
Yeah no joke, what?! On 4 December at 9am?
Well, guess u cannot joke at English...
Yeah holiday is fun but boring.. someone bring me out please...
Life would be boring next year..

2008-12-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

Hey hey today is my birthday, don't u guys think u should do something? At least say happy birthday in my tagboard or something...
Oh well, thanks to yucheng, shenghong and my old school friend jinho for saying happy birthday to me today...
Eh thanks yucheng!! For giving me this huge, difficult to fix, but beautiful present that i took 6 hours to compile together...
Cool eh? Yeah i know, Yes yucheng i will take good care of it and not let it fall off the shelf...
Well, obviously i won't let my 6hours of hard work go to waste...
Oh and yucheng, read the lines below..
The box doesn't have batteries for the gundam...

2008-11-30T00:43:00.000-08:00

Although my b'day is tomorrow, 1st december , (yeah know what i mean?) My family always like to celebrate on saturday and sunday...So my family went to celebrate today...
So i also went to buy my present today!!! I got a... A.... AAA!!!
WATCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There's this super-duper cool watch i saw at Tampines...

Wah!! cooollll.... *drool*

thats what u guys think don't ya?

BTW its pretty Expensive and the watch is very small...

It costs $140! *heart crash*

And it is stretchable but still very small so i spend a lot of time trying to put it in.. And i'm afraid that the strap would SNAP!! The watch shop already said no warranty for the strap...

Well all in all... I have this super cool watch, as long as i am able to bring it to school without it getting noticed, I'm safe...

Life is about new things.. Enjoy Life...

2008-11-28T01:01:00.000-08:00

WTH, now feeling very weak from the chalet, didn't take any pictures, well did took some but they are not with me...
So basket they all make us 4 people squeeze one bed, while the other bed have only 2 people...
Tired, no energy anymore, maybe i should be sleeping eh? Good nite, although its 5 in the evening only..
Darn that eccles...

2008-11-17T08:42:00.000-08:00

Okie! I will show all of you guys about my trip to batam, lots of photos so be happy!! Start to see from the bottom of this post as the order of writing is a bit wrong...
Don't care about these pictures until u guys see the bottom of this post ok?
Rate for lookalike: 99%

DANGER!! THREAT FOUND IN BATAM!

For your own safety, do not try to confront these scums if u meet them.
Wait for reinforcements to come before commencing capture.

2008-11-17T08:06:00.000-08:00

17 November 2008 (day)
Woke up as usual, first to wake up..AGAIN.. lucky roommates never complained about my snoring.. XP
Breakfast.. YUCK!!! dun wanna talk about it... Why not? Look at these pictures for yourself!!!
Looks okay from far right? Lets zoom in...

Its Cereal+egg+vegetable+mango juice+milk.. Stupid cheng yong, put my egg in there...

17 November 2008 (afternoon)

Well what can i say, its time for lunch.. Since its the last day of the batam trip i took some pictures of the buffet area..

There's Wei Cong and Shu xian, Shit sia, Shu Xian almost fell for the salt water trap that weicong, chengyong and me set for shuxian, if not for the waiter who came to refill the water, she wouldn't have noticed anything!

Then we went to the bowling alley! yeah cool! i got the highest score in my lane!!!

17 November 2008 (between noon and evening)

The trek in the jungle was cancelled and we went to the orphanage again, we met some St.hildas secondary students there as well, weird, two schools of singapore in batam at the same time... Well at least i learnt how to do the cha-cha when we performed for the orphans..

17 November 2008 (evening)

We are riding on the bus heading back to the ship that brings us to singapore, was bored so i took some pictures of us in the bus...

Guessed Cheng yong was just too tired...

2008-11-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

16 November 2008 (day)

Amazingly I managed to wake up at 6am when the meeting time is 8am, and i slept at 2.30 in the morning...
I slept in late as i was afraid of the rope challenge that is very high in the sky and i recently found out that i have a minor fear of heights..
I don't like bathing in the tub as the tub when filled with water, i see hair floating about in the water...
Used the rest of the time listening to 933fm, amazingly the connection is still there...

I LOVE MY HANDPHONE!! i mean i dropped it on the floor (accidentally) but thanks to the shock proof function, its okay!!
16 November 2008 (afternoon)

In the end the rope challenge my group consisting of shuxian, wei cong, toby, cheng yong, jieqi, Brian chan, Alois and of course ME, only did the Flying Fox, NO EXCITEMENT... While the other groups did lots of cool things...
Out of the 9 meals we had, roughly 6 was buffet... Cool...

Visited the Orphanage next, freaking fun they are very supportive and did not even laugh when we do wrong things, we did the hoki-poki and they supported what we did efficiently without hesitating about if its embarassing...

16 November 2008 (evening)

We went to a Batam shopping mall for shopping, what i hate about it was that i didn't buy anything as a souvenir, very stressed at that time and feel very emo that everybody bought something instead of me..

But at least i went with zul, toby, cheng yong, bryan, marcus to a western food restaurant for food.. I ate Pizza ,40,000 rupia only,less than $10!!

16 November 2008 (night)

Nothing much happened actually except that in room 230 we had a party and we had lots of fun there
We stacked on a particular person the most.. "TOBY" was the main target and we always stacked on him when we have the chance.. Yeah FUN!

2008-11-17T06:15:00.001-08:00

Just to let u know, This will be very long, so be prepared but then its entertaining... XD
15 November 2008 (day)
Arrived in Batam with luggage an empty heart and yucheng.. okay maybe i cannot talk much about yucheng cause we different group... We were told that we were sleeping beside the hotel instead of in it...

We were told to set up the tent, then the instructors say we not fast enough wor!! So we were told to dismantle it, and then set it up again...

15 November 2008 (night)
At around 7pm in batam time, we were told to shift our tents to the field instead of the sand that we set on before.. As NPCC and NCC we are a total bunch of slackers, a lot of us never folded the tents before going and got scolded, we were told to go back and fold it.. The Instructors are bastards.. After that, we were given some cards.. guess what? Hotel room cards...

/\ View from my hotel room...Nice right?
\/ Door of my room... Guess the number of my room..O_o

Lucky my father say 222 isn't a very bad number, or was he trying to calm my nerves? Well at least i am back in 1 piece..
Look at this beautiful room i slept with YunXun from npcc and Ting Han from NPCC..

/\ My sofa

\/ My bed.. Well they are the same, afterall its a sofabed!!

2008-11-13T23:14:00.000-08:00

Wow, tomorrow going batam.. feel like something would happen, like suddenly cancel or something.. XP
Okay, maybe i'm just not prepared, like tomorrow going batam liao i now den packing bag.. And i haven't even know what to wear to the meeting area tomorrow...
And first time in my life i'm bringing so little titbits to a camping trip...
You know i freaking scarwed that we will be staying in a campsite instead of a resort u know... The schedule writes... "Harris Resort Campsite" So is it a resort? or a campsite?
Hmm, perhaps i should go there and buy some things that cannot be bought in singapore.. well not like i can think of any...
OMG and the swim suit... Should i bring those swimming underwear? I mean it will look disgusting... Don't laugh at me u immature people!
If i don't pack faster i will not be able to make it.. Oh no.. i didn't prepare any chocolate to eat on the boat journey...
I think everyone else will be swimming in pe pants so i think i should too..
ARGH!!! Which bag am I GONNA USE?!?!
Thats all, gimme some time to prepare, when i'm back....? What should i do when i'm back?..
Yeah see you guys on tuesday...
No PSP? NO DS? NO GAMES?!?! Well, at least i got my handphone... okay where is it???!!!

2008-11-03T23:19:00.001-08:00

They say its the holiday, but need go school, so is it really?
HW piling up, if i dun do soon...O_o..
Oh, now that i am tired, maybe i will blog only according to my mood...
What more can i say...?
We are all friends and u know it...

2008-10-24T06:19:00.000-07:00

Wow, finally finished the game Yggdra Union on the PSP. Wanted to end it long ago but i did not have the time to play for so long, now i finished it, my heart feels empty...
But its too late to go back now, i deleted the saved data from the memory card, so if i play again, i must restart the whole game, aren't i dumb??
Yggdra Union is a cool game, very touching, about justice and stuff, about what is real justice and those who causes war and why... oh and its a strategy game...

In Yggdra Union, they said "justice lies within the holy sword" and yet the sword is not really holy, thats so ironic...

Putting that aside, i guess its time for a new game, hmm, nevermind maybe i should play after i pass the final english test that would get me promoted if i passed it...
Cool... relax... sleep... play... eat... work...
Is that all we can do in life? No magic? Sad.. Bye..
I can give people advice but sometimes i cannot advice myself...

2008-10-19T23:12:00.000-07:00

Ah... Wanted to blog yesterday but then too busy so guess i have to blog about yesterday's BBQ today..
3pm-4pm : Met with yucheng and then rode to basketball court.
Which then went with Sheng hong and Wei Xuan to the bus stop..
Met Samantha at Bus stop.
4pm-4.30pm : Rained, the bus was going to come to the bus stop, so yucheng and I rushed to the meeting BBQ pit on our bicycles.
The rain got heavier and heavier, we had to rest somewhere, yucheng went to country club to lend a towel while i used my own towel.
4.30pm-5.45pm : The rain stopped and we managed to rush to the bus stop where Wei Xuan and the others are stopping, they were there and it began to rain again...
They did not tell me the reason why they were still sitting there, and then they say that Beixi was coming, wa, very late ler...
5.45pm-6.30pm : Beixi arrived, wow finally, then waited a while for the rain to stop, but it didn't...
Yucheng and I finally went to scout the area, oh and we went the wrong direction so Wei Xuan and the others reached the BBQ pit first when the rain stopped halfway..
Missed all the action of the shelter being set up and other important things...
6.30pm-8pm : Started cooking!!
yeah!!
Oh and we mixed peach tea and apple tea together, tasted not bad..
Beixi cooked some sausages... NOT EDIBLE...
Okay la, just a bit cold on the inside although the outside of the sausage is warm..
8pm-9.45pm : Ms ng bak hong came, well, the sausages she cooked was at least better in taste than beixi's...
Clarissa came, her mother won't let her go out as it was raining...
Eat!!! Yummy!!! okay i didn't eat much actually...
On the way home, They decided to have some ghost story gathering, but then it was later cancelled... For who knows what reason...
The route home was dark and quite scary, but yucheng and I managed to survive it, didn't we?
Whole body was wet and uncomfortable all day, well at least it was an enjoyable experience, Yeah and that is all!!
Lets have some more BBQ next time ok?

2008-10-16T23:09:00.000-07:00

Wa, well today went out to eat ban mian.. yeah delicious, but when i was buying it, i said, "Ban Mian Kueh" , guessed she didn't hear Keuh so i got noodles edition... Yu cheng thought i said "Ban Mien Guei" Which means that noodles expensive...
Yeah, i will get promoted to secondary 4!! So happy..
Oh ya tomorrow going to Samatha's house, decided to go as yu cheng wanted to make cookies for Wei Ling B'day.. And i wanna go just because i can make cookies to eat... Same goes for Wei Xuan..
What more can i write? Oh ya the next day after tomorrow i'm going for BBQ!! Yeah!! Gotta eat like i was hungry for decades!! Just make sure there is enough food OK?!?!
Oh, and the jersey that my class was planning to make, well it hasn't even been made... Oh well..
Although my class in uncoordinated, its fun...
Yeah thats all...
Cookies... Sausage...

2008-10-16T01:53:00.000-07:00

Ah... i watched finished Shugo chara episode 51, the final episode.. End le so fast...
But i'm not sad, cause Season 2 is coming out in a few days!! *clap*!! *whistle*!!
Okay now back to real business, RPG games aren't as easy as they were before.. Why the RPG games that i play have no training place before the fight? Make me fight until headache.. Need so many strategic planning before attacking..
Okay okay, now for serious business, i calculated my total score for overall.. i got 399/700..
That is a great improvement!! In terms that i actually passed 5 subjects instead of 3 subjects which i got in mid-year exams...
I passed my combined humanities, which was great improvement.. Perhaps i am getting better knowledge of history in this world we live in...
But, I'm still afraid of getting retained you know?
English-45/100
Hmm, hope for the best i guess..?
Ah!! Tired... Well, so sad eh? no magic in this world..?
okay, byez...
The kokoro tamago that contains ur dreams... Its so fragile..

2008-10-12T05:30:00.000-07:00

Muahahahaha!!!! Finally!! Got PSP USB Cable!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! CAN DO LOTS OF THINGS USING IT!!!
But then now that i think of it, i cannot do much... O_o...
AHhHhHhHhH NO~~!!!!! Haven't do book review!!!
Guess Which Page I still on? Not 1, i not so pathetic..
Its 20, OUT OF 600 PAGES LER!!
Die, okay la summarise those infront of the book which i read, calm down, i can do it one..
Actually the book quite entertaining, but its just that a lot of words i dun understand...
Well, lets fight, lets survive, and lets get promoted to Sec 4...
Don't die halfway, it isn't the manly way..
Thats all, GoodBye...
Fighting against destiny which is opposing us, changing our lifes...

2008-10-09T22:49:00.000-07:00

Ehm, well, today miss ng bak hong said that i had a high chance of retaining, so i thought that i should at least try to study hard to improve my english grades...
So i found myself a book called "THE CHAMBER" by "JOHN GRISHAM", its something about lawyer, gotta read it till finish by monday so i can do book review, oh and there is a total of 676 pages...
Well, today didn't see the NCC do the dance, was looking and People playing PSP somewhere else, but then, its better that i didn't see it..
Okay, must bathe and den start reading the book.. so thats all...
If you found that i have changed, I really did...

2008-10-08T23:48:00.000-07:00

I don't have to go for the NCC dancing thing anymore, well, kinda felt relaxed instead of disappointed..
Was worried of what to wear and if i can really dance, so although a bit sad, okay lar, just felt happy that its all over now...
Shouldn't even have gone for the first day on wednesday, if i knew that this would happen, i would rather play games at home.. such a waste of my time...
Worried about something worse today, Ms ng bak hong said that i should repeat the year, sad, cried because i was too worried, but well..
I think i should just live normally , don't really care what happens.. yeah...
I'm fine now, so don't worry...Bye..
If you are not suitable, don't try...

2008-10-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

This is what i think that will happen to my result slip when i have them back, oh well, first i hope is all pass.. But that is almost impossible so here goes...
English- Constant in grades
Chinese- Improve in grades
Physics,chemistry-Constant in grades, as physics will improve while chemistry will drop..
History,SS- Improve in grades
POA-Constant in grades
Biology-Not sure, forgot that i even did that paper..
Maths- Lesser in overall grades..
Oh well, Maths kinda like deproving nowadays, maybe that is the price to pay if the other subjects improve, or maybe its just me not being able to use the methods flexibly...
I have confidence in Combined Humanities as i got STUDY ok? Failed last semester, but confident that i will pass this one, if the essays no errors...
English, Not very sure and disappointed in the results, i studied yet the grades didn't improve, i really understand english more after ms ng bak hong taught us... But..but... Haiz...
Hmm.. Thats all bye bye..
What the heck is with the NCC talentime?

2008-10-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!! Tomorrow last day of exams!! Heaven is so near now, yet i'm unable to reach it yet...
You know why??? Because after a few days of seeing heaven, u will see hell when u see the result slip...
Today jingting wingsum they all want to ask ms ng bak hong the english results.. In the end ms ng bak hong never say... Maybe it was because that all of us failed and she is unable to break the news to us... If yes then ...die lor..
Can't really say that i have confidence in maths anymore.. Maybe it is because that recently the class is getting better at maths or i am just getting weaker at it...
So tomorrow's test, okay lar, dun say i never study, tomorrow i wake up at 4am again okay? And yet i was playing megaman battle network all day today... =X
Today's Physics is easy, if overall combined with chemistry i hoped that i passed, that time didn't study for chemistry as i was studying for maths.. So Chemistry is anyhow do one..
Don't study all day, its bad for your health, Play all day is all right as some computer games attack your brain enabling you to think better...
Oh well, hope i can pass my maths with glittering stars tomorrow...
The wish that would not come true...

2008-10-01T14:42:00.000-07:00

History Test today, Now its 5:45am in the morning... waiting for my water heater to get heated before i go have a shower...
Still, woke up at 4am this morning, and yet still, ZERO people in MSN... So tired, and even so, i don't quite understand the history things as much as i know of the SS things...
Saw the MSN Live thingy, it says that the skies will be cloudy today.. Yep, good...
Yesterday played whole day of megaman battle network 6: Cybeast Gregar.
Its fun lor, dunno why Yu Cheng didn't like it, he said the using of chips till sian wor!! But then he doesn't know that u get more chips when the game continues...
Okay, i think the water heater is hot now, gonna go take a shower... Bye...
Play Megaman network battle, its extremely fun...

2008-09-28T13:49:00.001-07:00

So early woke up, its still 4am in the morning now.. Well i can only blame myself for not studying yesterday night and have to delay it till today...

I didn't know that i was so prepared for my social studies test.. I roughly understand whatever i am revising now...

You guys know why i am blogging now, at this time? 4am in the morning..? Well i am LONELY thats why... nobody in MSN as well...

Oh and got Chinese Paper 1 later as well, completely didn't study for that one.. hahaha...

Ah.. LONELY LONELY... oh and i should show u guys the notice i left on the NCC room...

Ta-da!!....

Oh and heres a random picture that i found on photobucket...

Feel my randomness.. Do you feel it? Oh well.. i guess being lonely makes you random..

Should go back studying now... Bye..

1 subject after another... this is never going to end...

2008-09-27T03:41:00.000-07:00

Amazing, My notice is not removed when i visited it today, lucky me..
The english examination paper 1 and 2 yesterday were horrible... I got diarrhoea and felt horrible, kept wanting to go to the toilet to sh*t...
What was worse was that Ms ng bak hong caught me sleeping during the exam.. Hahaha.. Just trying to hold out the *bryan*..
I have no confidence about my results of the english test yesterday.. Not in top form.. actually.. i was never in top form...O_o..
On monday there will be SS and chinese paper 1.. Die... Haven't studied yet...
Mrs Mary Koh is definitely a better principal.. She cares for the welfare of the students more...
What if i fail the End of year examination paper? (Retain OR Transfer)?
I would choose to just promote to sec 3E5 without retaining or transferring.. But what can i do? There is no more bridging... It might be able to help me get through last year.. But definitely not this year...
Oh and i found out that i can unlock gundam characters from my PS2 gundam seed game.. wow... didn't knew i could do that ler... Okay thats all bye...
Don't wish to fail but what can i do?

2008-09-24T03:54:00.001-07:00

YOU BIG **** BASTARD...
What the HECK did the notice did wrong? WHY TEAR IT DOWN FOR NO REASON?
I WILL not waste my money to photocopy it as it has no purpose anymore....
So i'm wasting my time instead.. There will be a new one coming out tomorrow evening, wait for it patiently...
What a freak they are... FUN AH?! LESS THAN 24 HOURS BEFORE I PLACE IT UP AND THIS HAPPENS...
Today english is hard as well, tired.. very tired...
Oh well. should do the notice again...Bye..
IF YOU ARE THE ONE WHO VANDALISED IT, GO KISS UR ASS LA!!

2008-09-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

You know the rules that i set up yesterday? Well HECK IT!, i don't really care anymore...
This just proves that i have ZERO control over myself and cannot even be convinced by myself...
Oh and i pasted the new NCC notice on the NCC room door, Some BASTARD went and tear it off.. COME ON LA! If you really like my drawings then u shouldn't tear it off.. Let Everyone to "ENJOY" it... Am i right?? Yeah... *wink* *wink*
Okay today was fun, we 3E5 decided to organise a PSP gundam competition..
The rules are easy... I contributed the idea of everyone chipping in some money so the winner gets it all...
1) Player must have a signature gundam all the way through the mini-competition..
2) Everyone must chip in 10 cents to join.. The winner gets all..
3) Its a 1v1 battle, dunno if can 2v2 but see if future can first...
Ah yeah, it will be after the End of Year Holidays so we have more time to get ready and not be distracted and will not want to study...
The people that will be fighting against is as the following:
1) Thin Zul VS Edwin
2) TANYG VS Kevin
3) ??????? VS ??????
Ah hahaha forgot who VS who, just know got 14 people in total... I will write it down after i know it clearly...
ABSOLUTELY NO CONFIDENCE THAT I WILL WIN...
Hai! Okay thats all bye!!
I'm using sword impulse while kevin is using ABYSS... Can i win? Its up to destiny to decide...

2008-09-22T01:18:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming.. i stopped and restricted myself to a lot of things... But will it work??
1)I will not play cpu games..
-Only for blogging, MSN, music
2)I will restrict myself from watching the TV..
-Except for weekdays 7,9,10pm and anime time..
3)I will Not Play PSP nor DS in the house..
-Can only bring outside if bored..
Okay, i made these rules but will i follow it..? Highly doubt it...
Oh yeah, on last friday, i drew on someone's book. Used pencil, Its on the first page of a Physic book.. yeah i did that out of boredom...
The book i drew was from 3E1...
Someone tore down the NCC room's notice AGAIN... Such inconsiderate baskets.. But due to that... I made another one!! Currently colouring it with colours so it should be pasted around tomorrow evening when school is over...
I should start studying now, don't know how long i will last but.. Oh well..
If there was magic, studying would be so much easier...

2008-09-18T05:12:00.001-07:00

Wow, i can't believe i have the time to change my blogskin before the End of Year Exam, perhaps i was getting tired of studying and wanted to rest a bit.. That is when i chance upon this blogskin...
Its perfect, i love it.. I especially love the picture on the right... Allen Walker Looks like Shin Chan... Very funny...
Although this isn't the blogskin that i really really wanted to show you guys but it will do, as it is cute...
Okay, i should get busy now, REALLY busy... O-o.. i'm serious... Study study...Bye...
Changing blogskins is fun..!!!

2008-09-18T05:12:00.000-07:00

Wow, its been like so long since i blogged, did u guys miss me? Of course you DID!! Thats why u are here right???
I was busy the last few weeks, *cough* preparing for the exams...
I stopped watching anime, well until after the exams.. I will get distracted if i watch anime and would day-dream a lot in class... Oh wait, i do that even when i did not watch anime...
Want to change the blogskin but haven't find a suitable one which i like and yet isn't too girly...
Okay, school is tough nowadays, all the teachers are rushing to teach finish all the subjects... Biology, Maths, Chemistry... They are all rushing and to say the truth i did not understand much of what they are talking about...
Well, can only depend on my sister to teach me all the things liao.. I do not have much choice do I?
Study or not to study, thats the question i am thinking every minute, the exams are coming but my body just won't budge and let me touch the books to revise..
Oh and today, i think my PSP got some problems... It LAGS...!! Thats the worse thing that can happen to someone... Now i cannot play linked lan battles with hakim and the others anymore as i will keep lagging... Or perhaps i am just paranoid and nothing is wrong? Ah... Hmm...
Hmm yah, what am i going to say? I forgot... Well, shugo chara ends at episode 51, and i am at episode 47 already... yeah, going to miss it after it ends...
I heard a second season is coming out, oh well, perhaps its only a rumour...

2008-09-09T01:05:00.001-07:00

Argh, unable to stand the pressure of being laughed at after i change the blogskin to a girly one, so ehm, i will stop having the thoughts of changing my blogskin...Why is it so hard to be a guy...
And so i will put the blogskin on another blog, The NCC blog, so that i can enjoy the blog as well over there...
Its bad being a boy, u can't like a lot of things...
Yet being a girl means that u have to queue to go to public toilet... O_o
Okay... Tomorrow my cousin getting married, so i won't be blogging...
What can i say now...? Watch Shugo Chara? Go watch on veoh or something...
Ah i want to play games now, yet i want to watch anime but yet again i have a lot of homework... What to do..?
Thats about all Bye...
The NCC blog is in my links, link to it if u want to know what the blogskin is like....

2008-09-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

Well well, something amazing happened this morning, Yeah u know how magdelyn always dao me after the yucheng event? She amazingly talked to me this morning, although not something important was said but i was shocked! Amazed! Feeling Weird!!
Okay la i was just walking to class this morning, then at the stairs bump into her, she gave the "I'M STILL ANGRY WITH YOU" look, den after a while she said...
"The 3E5 newspaper is outside the general office.."
Wow, even though not much but i appreciate the intense courage she build up to say that to me, after what i done before... hahaha...
Okay i'm obviously writing this down as there are not many things happening nowadays... Nothing exciting, so boring everyday...
Oh and a particular blog skin looks nice and the testing on the NCC blog looks nice too, give me comments if able by going to the NCC Blog, just dun write crap in the tagboard...
Until the next time... Ciao!
Wa, my anime watched till the 32nd episode le, ending in roughly about 20 episodes,... Hayate no gotoku, so mixed random...
Will be boring after that... Got any anime to recommend?
Oh and i dun have an aim, maybe thats why i am always bored...

2008-09-07T06:47:00.000-07:00

Ah.. i sorta want to change the blogskin nah, but then...
I so feel like protesting, why can't boys have girly blogs , i mean everyone has the right to express their own true feeling neh... Its because of those other boys out there which makes the others unable to express it...
Okay, maybe i should also blame myself for having a liking to anime that are on the girly side, but den like aren't anime with girls for the boys to see and anime with boys are for the girls to see?.. So I don't really get what's wrong with being girly...
The anime i watch is shugo chara, so nice la, like girlish yet nice... Having a blog are for u to show ur true feelings right.. i dun feel that its fair that u have to go by the sight of others when u adjust anything in ur blog...
Okay just to say that maybe i will test it on the NCC blog first, den if there is no problem, i will put the blogskin on my blog... Take it as a test-run...
Boys are free to express their true self nowadays also u know?!
Going to change the blogskin if no one objects...

2008-09-07T02:18:00.000-07:00

Ah hahahahahahahaha... This is the last day of the holiday, wow it seems to go by so fast.. it just seems that yesterday was monday and i wish that the holiday would faster end as it was boring..
Okay so here i am in the last day of the holidays, amazed at my miraculous skills to not touch any of my homework during this holiday...
So now i am rushing to do all my homework...
The most important one is english, then i realised got POA , den i realised again i didn't do the social studies essay that was supposed to be done when ms leong was absent...
Seeing so many homework lowered my motivation...
Getting a splitting headache trying to write down the meanings of words on paper... the "swooshling" of the pen gives me the headache...
The Social studies essay, the more i think of it the more i want to do something else.. like watch anime or some sort...
You know, actually there isn't much homework this holiday, maybe because i lazy so it feels like there are tons of homework...yeah yeah...

TIREDTIREDTIREDTIREDTIRED!!!!

2008-09-04T08:52:00.000-07:00

Not going to write anything this holiday, just gonna eat sleep and play , then after it all i'm gonna do it again...
and again...
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So fun, okay thats all...
and again...
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and again...
Sort of able to get addicted to this...

2008-08-30T08:32:00.000-07:00

Hey, hello, zzz, tired, no energy, SICK!!!
Zzz Today ate too many things liao, dunno which one made me sick...
I only know that i got sick after eating potato wedges...
Now i half hot and half cold... X(
Then drink tea to relax myself... But didn't work...
Not even sure is headache or fever or cold...
Then i drink ginseng soup that my mother cooked just now, she say don't drink it as too POWERFUL...
But then i drank it and feel better now, thanks to her...
Visiting my caretaker "zo zo" , in chinese is dunno what its in forth pinyin...
She took care of me when i was small, i love her as she cook lots of eggs...
Yeah thats all, sleep sleep and rest...
Wow, i'm tired yet i can write so much, UNBELIEVEBLE!!!

2008-08-28T04:55:00.000-07:00

You know, i had Oral today ler, the topic SO DARN BASKET...
Picture- 4 dumb looking people wearing ethnic costume posing in a trishaw...
Conversation- Most memorable incident, Happy or sad better?, High position people should they be happy?
Then the whole thing is like so confusing, i spend around 15+ minutes to analyse the picture before i began to talk but when i reach the table i forgot about everything i thought of and can only crap my way out of it...
I feel that i did it too fast, I didn't even talk crap, den so little things to say...
Like since i am the first one to have oral today, i had stress, did you know that i didn't have stress in a very long time? I was like very frustrated and have not much time to prepare the things i wanted to say.. So i was very angry and moody today... So i just want to say sorry to those i was angry to today...
Oh well, at least that was over, i don't really like 1 on 1 conversations, very scary.. in some sort of way...
haiz, now need do the composition, the topic is about My favourite haunt(place), den i dunno what to write, cannot write home or anything, this passage i will fail.. I seldom go out you know?
Is it because i didn't study or am i just stupid...?

2008-08-27T05:34:00.000-07:00

Wa, BIG BIG problem, my homework pile is growing everyday, soon it will collapse and flood all of singapore... Den it will be the TSUNAMI in singapore...
I still haven't do
1) 1 chinese composition
2) 1 POA worksheet
3) 1 Social studies essay
4) 1 maths assignment
5) 1 Reading reflection
6) Train for tomorrow's Oral...
Woah so many things need me to do, in the one week holiday if no more homework perhaps can manage it all...
Oh ya i bought balloons already, its just that the balloon when filled with water is hard to break. If play water-bomb fight, it will be more painful to be hit den be wet...
Everybody bring one then the boys can play balloons in class... Water-balloons... XP
Gundam is the new IN, nobody plays dj max in our class anymore, i wonder why so fast change of liking of game...
Ah... feel like watching anime now, but then...
*stares at homework*
Maybe tomorrow...
Have fun, dun fall down, later u injured...

2008-08-26T06:38:00.000-07:00

Ah, so sian, need to study...
Hahaha, recently being mesmorised by another show instead of shugo chara, its the anime called Hayate no Gotoku, its so cute, the storyline, i only watched until the 3rd episode, would want to keep watching till the end...
But then, should i be really doing this, not studying but watching anime instead, bleh who really cares, right?
Today very happy, ms cheryl ng never come. (Its good)...
Actually supposed to have 4 lessons free, 2 maths 2 CME, but then the biology teacher ms brandthi came in and taught us 2 lessons of biology eating up our maths free time... Haiz...
Ms cheryl ng, if u seriously sick, the whole class don't mind if u take another day's leave u know? but don't take MC on wednesday, take it either on monday or tuesday.. Wednesday don't have ur lessons u know? XP
Should i be studying now? Yes i should be... Notice that i used "Should"..
Haha, so u get it...
Okay i'm just being lame, thats it bb...
Watch anime! They are cute!

2008-08-24T00:06:00.000-07:00

Wa, rain today, whole body wet liao, so suay, bring my grandma go out den rain, coming back that time still need lots of things to do, for example, we need to use raincoat to cover ah-ma body, so she won't get wet and stuff...
Oh ya and yesterday was the CIP right? Not very fun which i thought it would be, just digging and stuff...
Then when heading home Clarissa and frenz saw Mr ling den pestered him to send them go home or somewhere else...
Then mr ling not very willing to do, but then pestered until no choice liao...
Why u all go pester him sia, it is obvious that he waiting for ms Cheryl Ng so he can bring her home together right? Spoil their moment together sia...
Thats about all, yeah... I want to bathe now...
1 day after another, just sleep it away...

2008-08-20T04:01:00.001-07:00

You all know something? The Teacher's Day celebration is coming soon...
And maybe like last year, we had to clean the class again...
Thats why i want to ask everyone if they want to play waterbomb fight that day...!!
It would be very fun, playing water bombs while washing the class as well...
So i would bring some balloons for the celebration, bring some also ok u all?
Those who disagree, den bring more balloons to the celebration...

2008-08-19T06:33:00.000-07:00

Oh haha, nothing important to say today, just that i did not do very well for the recent maths test...
I was already worried about it before and kinda expected it, but then at least i passed, 14/25
It was chapter 8+9 test about congruent and similar Triangles...
Like the test was unclear, they never say need to talk about alt.angles and such...
Not really disappointed la, maybe because i didn't really bear high hopes for this test...
This is so going to pull my grades down...
Today chinese oral was DISGUSTING, i was the second last and the last was zheng xun, we waited till 6.15pm when our CCA ended... Like we had to wait for so long to just get tested...
Then the teacher keep asking if i got anything more to say, she said it 2 times, then the third time i seriously nothing to say liao so i just said NO...
Happy B'day Yu cheng, Take care of the present, dun destroy it...
See i So good, cleaned a bit of the class before oral...